I am soooooooooo fucking drunk right now. Sarah, if you are reading this......... I wish that things were the way they were before. I wish that things could be back to the way they were. I miss you. I love you. No one can replace you. I hate my liife..........I would rather be dead than be without you. I miss RubyLoo......Ginger and Lenny miss their mommy.....wish you hadn't flipped out and left me....Things would have been so great.....I will never love someone as much as I loved you........I just wish you hadn't taken me for granted...........good nite........I hope I don't wake up.........realiity is too harsh for me...........................
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