carcharores

so ive pretty sad lately...mostly because my best friend and literally only friend (she is the only person i talk or hang out with other than kevin) is lying to me and keeping secrets from me...i know that she is cuz i can tell when shes lying to me and i even tried to comfront her and what did she do? lied some more...and it makes me sad cuz ive been trying to talk to some old friends that ive lost touch with but they are being assholes and its really hard for me to make new friends and the only friend that i have is slipping away it seems...and what gets me the most is that i help her out so much and i do so much for her she stays at my house rent free she eats my food i let her borrow my car i give her rides i lend her money i let her babysit her firend's baby at my house...and a ton of other stuff and this whole thing makes me very sad....