Not feeling too well...

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Hey guys!

As you may all know, I am trying to come here more often and interact with the wonderful friends I have here. So I will be doing a small update on things that have been going on lately in my life, that has been affecting me greatly.

(Please, even though this might look sad and stuff, I am not looking for pity, I simply want to be open with you and also pour my heart out, since the beggining of my day has been horrible...)

About a month ago, at the beggining of the semester, my father had a heart attack. His girlfriend, who is a nurse, was super anxious about it. It was hard since he spent 3 days at the hospital and we did not know what would happen to him. He has since been better, up until today.

I was awoken at 8:30 am but someone screaming my name repetitively. After a couple of screams I ended up realizing I was not dreaming, and that someone was really calling my name.

I rushed downstairs and saw my dad screaming and trying to get to the couch. I thought to myself '' fuck, he is having another one and he is going to die''.

He told me he had fallen in the stairs outside because of the ice, and that he had really bad pain in the back. I immediatly called his friend who came to pick him up. They both went to the hospital.

As I am writting this blog, he just came back from the hospital. He has a broken rib. They gave him morphine. He is badly hurt and seemed a little out of his minde when this happened. His head does not hurt but I feel like something neurological might be going on. He broke one of his nails falling. The tip of his finger was bleeding and he did not know what it was.

Since I am full on studying morphine this semester, I am a bit concerned since he is just back from a heart attack...so I hope he is going to be fine.

With that being said, if you are ever down to cheer me up, post pictures of your pets, post silly pictures, and tag me in them, that might appease my heart.

Thanks so much for being there, sg family!

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mugglie:
Je suis désolée pour ton père chérie. J'espère qu'il va ce remettre vraiment sur pieds bientôt, mais je comprend comme t tu te sens. Le mien c'est les docteur qui ont envoyé l'ambulance le chercher il y a quelques mois, car sil forçais une fois de plus, il mourrait. Il a été hospitalisés un mois, opération du coeur, ça mal été.... Si tu coeur été bloquée a 90% et déjà que non père étais très malade d'avance, les docteur ont dû lui demander ce quil devrait faire s'il mourrait. En 2 semaines, ils perdu 30 livres. S'ajoute a ça, eau sur les poumons (les docteur l'ont quand même laisser sortir) et poumons affaissé. La journée de ma fête, mes parents m'avait invité a dîné, mais aussitôt arrivé, ma mère a du appeler l'ambulance car mon père arrivais pu a respirer. Mon père a 64 ans. Il dit qu'il ne tiendras pas jusqu'à 65 ans. Le mariage de ma soeur est en août 2019. Il dis de ne pas lui garder de place car il ne sera pas la. Si jamais tu veux parler, je suis la. Je comprend et je sais ce que ça fait. Je t'aime, tes une personne formidable. Ont va rester debout ensemble 🖤
caraphernelia:
@jazee omg c'est donc ben attroce :( Je ne savais pas :( Mon père est quand même chanceux dans sa malchance, l'opération a bien été, tout allait bien jusqu'à se qu'il se casse une côte en tombant dehors. Il est pas mal gelé sur la morphine mais si le malheur peut arrêter de s'abattre sur lui tout devrait bien aller. Courage ma belle, je ne le savais pas :( Mon père est un peu plus jeune mais il aura pas le choix de changer ses habitudes, il faisait déjà du diabète et de la haute pression...personne n'a envie de le voir partir maintenant...j'espère que tout ira pour le mieux

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