Wednesday Mar 16, 2005

0
Ok well....I didnt say much yesterday cuz i was mad still am. I am gonna look into waitressing at strip clubs or doing shooter girl if i can't get over the stage fright.

And as for the dieting...i could care less if people think im being foolish or w/e but it's my body therefore if i wanna torture it i can and will.

Work out 2 times a day. Eat 6 small salads a day or less depending on hungry. (Basically if im hungry i'll eat if not i wont.) Water, Water, Water. Green tea. That's it good or bad. I don't care! Ill deal with the probs that may or may not arise. I will lose this weight in 3months or less...DAMMIT!. Anywho nothing nice to say then fuck off.

Nice stuff to say, well then plz spill.....
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
saya:
Ahhhh what's goin on?

I like the new pic?

Yeah, I got up on a stage ONCE and stagefright took over. I just wanted it to be over. So I switched to cocktailing at a club. I much prefered it. You can still talk and flirt and work it, but it's a little easier on the soul than dancing. (At least, it was for me.) Good luck with that. It's a good way to make some money.

I feel you on the diet thing. But seriously I think exercise is more important that a stricstrict diet. I'm not preachin! You know there's nothing but love for you here! XOXOXOX
saya:
There's gotta be someplace!

What about one of those small ads in the back of the new times or something? Aren't they usually under-the-table? You could be a phone girl. Or do internet chat room stuff.. check in the girls only group, there are all kinds of threads on that.

I wish I could help! kiss

Hope you're doing ok

More Blogs