Monday Jan 31, 2005

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frown Well the only photographers and site that want me are the ones that want me to spread my legs and fuck. I've been down the escort road and cant do it anymore.....fucking on cam with strange men is the same thing to me. You can only scrub ur skin till it bleeds so many times.

So i dunno if this attempt at modeling will work.

As long as i am willing to fuck they want me....if i dont then the answer is im too big and need to be thinner. frown

So fuck it. I quit....i tried and tried. So fuck it.
snottlebocket:
it's ok you know, there's more to live than being a pretty picture and i don't think anyone here would want you to do something that would make you that unhappy.

if you really want to model you can always make something and put it in the hopefulls group, plenty of viewers there or you can just hang around with the rest of us and be friends.
dayva:
Aw, reading that first part made me sad frown Don't give up hun, if its something you really want to do. Head over to the hopefuls group and chat with the rest us. Its not the end of the road.

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