im seriously hungover. damn rugby, why do you force me to drink beer???? Scotland were seriously shite aswell, a tiny bit better than usual, but overall pretty poor. it all started so well....... ahh never mind. next time boys!!!
why is it that i know the exact point where i have had enough drink, yet every time i smash straight through it and get in terrible states. every flippin' time........!!
there really was no need to go the 24 hour garage in the wee hours of this morning to buy coke for the bottle of jack in the flat, or 20 more cigarettes, which i managed to smoke ALL off. i seriously have no self-control sometimes - its like im watching myself be an idiot in an outta-body experience thing, but there is f all i can do about it.
it doesn't help that i have a bit of a crush on my flatmate, who is my self-destructive drinking buddy, so everytime we have these little 'benders' (if you will), my head gets kinda screwed up with thoughts about her. thoughts you really shouldn't be having about your friends... seeing as she is really quite straight. grrrr.
so these be my musings for today.
could be more soon.......
why is it that i know the exact point where i have had enough drink, yet every time i smash straight through it and get in terrible states. every flippin' time........!!
there really was no need to go the 24 hour garage in the wee hours of this morning to buy coke for the bottle of jack in the flat, or 20 more cigarettes, which i managed to smoke ALL off. i seriously have no self-control sometimes - its like im watching myself be an idiot in an outta-body experience thing, but there is f all i can do about it.
it doesn't help that i have a bit of a crush on my flatmate, who is my self-destructive drinking buddy, so everytime we have these little 'benders' (if you will), my head gets kinda screwed up with thoughts about her. thoughts you really shouldn't be having about your friends... seeing as she is really quite straight. grrrr.
so these be my musings for today.
could be more soon.......
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the_shine:
I was like that yesterday!! No joy!!
kintoun:
There is always call for buying the coke for JD, my drinking revolves around such beverages. 20 cigs in one night is a little excessive however.