i guess i just don't have anything to say...
justsayfaux:
shut up blabbermouth...
BLAHHHH!!!! what the fuck man. its 3:40 in the morning and i can't sleep...
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greggster:
warm milk my brotha!!
invisigirl:
you're welcome. 
i have just come back from the city of angels and i had a fabulous time. friday night i saw this incredible jazz pianist Brad Meldau at this really nice quaint club called the knitting factory. By the way, everyone needs to go buy his record Largo, its insanely intense and well crafted record. Saturday night I went to a comedy club called the Laugh...
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invisigirl:
yeah, you're right--what am i complaining about--i need all the cheap thrills i can get at this point! lol
sounds like you had an awesome visit to l.a.!
sounds like you had an awesome visit to l.a.!
in my quest for immortality, i find that stopping to see cave-in tonight, may just be the solution to all of life's mysterious ways.
shalom.
shalom.
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invisigirl:
you know i've read the first line of that email about 10 times.... you really made my week, ya know?
invisigirl:
thanks! you too.
When mortals are alive, they worry about death. When they're full, they worry about hunger. Theirs is the Great Uncertainty. But sages don't consider the past. And they don't worry about the future. Nor do they cling to the present. And from moment to moment they follow the Way.
~ Bodhidharma
~ Bodhidharma
invisigirl:
i like your journal again.
yes, gibran wrote the prophet--here's a link with all the sections of that book:
http://www.columbia.edu/~gm84/gibtable.html
enjoy.
yes, gibran wrote the prophet--here's a link with all the sections of that book:
http://www.columbia.edu/~gm84/gibtable.html
enjoy.
greggster:
errr your smart an stuff
* goes back to flinging boogers*
* goes back to flinging boogers*
i don't think necessary free will exists. i think every situation is a dictate of the previous "choice" one makes, thusly, narrowing the ability one has to "choose" their next best option, therefore giving no one free will to choose as they please. as we get older our choices narrow further and further, only to make the easily predictable choice as to what the next...
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madatalice:
Hick.... flew.... scriven.... reductio ad absurdom.... the things my nightmares are made of... AAAHHHH!!!! You think toooo much. Maybe getting stoned would help you.
justsayfaux:
my mama always said life is like a box of....oh wait, enevrmind. my mom actually used to speak of the concept of 'human nature'. i never believed in human nature. there is no predetermined set of guidelines for which one will base all their decisions on. one could speak of survival instict as human nature -- but in many cases people lose the 'instinct' or choose to ignore it. that is their free will -- but in agreeance with the above said, free will is only as free as the options you leave yourself. and only as clear and diverse as youre capable of percieving them. the socialized abilty to make decisions based on your percieved outcome is the closest thing to free will or human nature. either way, you should use what free will you have to come to coffee with me tonight...muahahaha
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[Edited on Sep 30, 2003]
bring that shit biatch.
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invisigirl:
hm.
justsayfaux:
your id sucks...booya BUSTA!
so more weird shit happens to me this week. There's this chick that moved here from Napa, she doesn't really know anyone, so we hang out occasionally and i try to introduce her to people etc etc. Well, we haven't talked in a few weeks and she calls me up and we continue with our standard usual "whats goin on?" chit-chat.
it turns out chick...
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invisigirl:
wow, what a shitty thing to happen to your friend.
thanks for the note, i'm here, so i figured i'd just respond here.......i live in ann arbor, michigan. my degree is in graphic design, but i took a ton of photography classes in college too. i've never worked as a graphic designer or a photographer, though. but, recently i decided to become a graphic designer after all. (maybe a little web design too.) photography will probably always just be a side thing for me, since i don't want to be a commercial photographer. my pics are just some stuff i was playing around with in photoshop. i took them all with a digital camera that i borrowed. i'm kinda "old school" when i comes to photography--i like real film vs. digital.
i'm working in a picture framing shop right now, while i try to find a graphic design job. ....which reminds me--gotta go get ready for work! catch ya later!
thanks for the note, i'm here, so i figured i'd just respond here.......i live in ann arbor, michigan. my degree is in graphic design, but i took a ton of photography classes in college too. i've never worked as a graphic designer or a photographer, though. but, recently i decided to become a graphic designer after all. (maybe a little web design too.) photography will probably always just be a side thing for me, since i don't want to be a commercial photographer. my pics are just some stuff i was playing around with in photoshop. i took them all with a digital camera that i borrowed. i'm kinda "old school" when i comes to photography--i like real film vs. digital.
i'm working in a picture framing shop right now, while i try to find a graphic design job. ....which reminds me--gotta go get ready for work! catch ya later!
pinup:
Dude my Mom is like patty cake patty cake baker's man, right. She makes this lemon caked bread.. omg. No words.
NO WORDS.
It makes me fat. LOL.
Jenna
NO WORDS.
It makes me fat. LOL.
Jenna
my grandma died. i feel bad for my dad. death surrounds my family. strange though, i rarely feel bad about the deceased actually being gone. I just feel incredibly bad for the people still alive who mourn. very strange. very strange indeed. 
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greggster:
I have decided I need to hang out with you more. Lets do lunch.
invisigirl:
you're right though--it's the people who are left behind who suffer. many times i've felt relief for the person who died--especially if they were suffering.
my sympathies for your loss.
you're right though--it's the people who are left behind who suffer. many times i've felt relief for the person who died--especially if they were suffering.
my sympathies for your loss.
hmmm, so i talked to my friend in LA today, i miss her dearly, so i think im gonna go visit her next weekend. The bbq was rad, i feel bad cuz im relatively anti-social. at least when it comes to the whole "mingling" thing.
business is good, i got a few more contracts... god, please let me be happy and wealthy on my own...
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invisigirl:
no, i got the sarcasm.....i was just reflecting on my own life for a moment there. i've had to "simplify" my life after splitting up with my ex--i'll probably never have that lifestyle again. i'm an art person, so i just can't earn a ton of money, no matter how i try.
anyway.......
anyway.......
madatalice:
hmmmm...... when you get rich... can we get married? Cause that would RULE!! But ONLY if you get rich.