captspaulding

Oh, you can all just bite my ass and choke on the dingleberries. It's a new era...of loneliness. I'm still me. The world, and its inhabitants, have not changed. Looks like there's still work to be done. Let the games begin!

Well...of course, this is the part where I acknowledge the obvious and hand you a generic excuse for my absence.

This is not one of those messages. I've had bigger fish to fry these last couple of months and my other worldly compatriots (whomever reads my ramblings) just had to take a backseat.

However, I am proud to say that I am a college graduate....
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Oh joy of joys...today is Friday the 13th. I couldn't be happier!

Well, I suppose I am getting what I deserve. At least, that's one way of thinking about it.

You see, last night I was bowling in my Monday night league and didn't have enough cash to cover my tab. So, I took out my debit card and paid my tab. Well, in the confusion of the end of the night...I left my wallet on either...
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Why do I even have friends?

At some point, I ruin a friendship or relationship through blatant (or ignorant) faults of my own design. My imagination is a blessing and a curse. It allows me to forget who I am for a few moments to explore the world around me and the people who exist (in and out of my mind) that, unbeknownst to them,...
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Loved New York...did not get to go everywhere that I wanted to, but, I had a good time. Leftover Crack was the best time I'll never remember...mostly because I blacked out and also received a black eye which is fading after a week.

Went to the MoMA and looked at Duchamp and other DADA art exhibits...quite breath taking and inspiring. Most of my time in...
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NYC on Sunday. Leftover Crack show @ 2pm the day we arrive. Lots of boozing and punk rocking will be had. This has been one of the best summers...ever. I will be rocking the 40 oz. for sure.

this is proof that Trey Parker and Matt Stone are not only comedic geniuses, but, they also have their fingers on the pulse of pop culture and all the assholes they spear on their show: Mel Gibson is crrraazzzzayyyyy!!! and he hates Jews.

I am not who you think I am. There is more to me than you thought there was. Perhaps you never really knew me...but, do not blame yourself. Blame me. I wouldn't let you or anyone else get close enough to me. You wouldn't like the real me...that could scare you. The real me is no one you would want to be friends with...

I am taking Zoloft now. Let's see how that turns out.

Slowly, but surely, everything has to change. No longer can I live in the past, or, depend on anyone but myself. This is the beginning of something else. I hate change.

Life sucks right now...no two ways about it. At least there's Rancid in ATL to look forward to. That should be a most...
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wisdom teeth removed today.
pain pills rule.