captknutz

Things have slowed down a bit, and gotten a little routine again. I hate the routine, the routine chokes you. It gives me too much time to think about shit and get upset about it or restless. The restlessness is a killer, feeling like you should be doing something or trying to change what you don't like about your life but having know idea how or what to do about it. Lately even the unpredicability has become somewhat predictable. I spend a lot of time in my room anymore, it's a lot like high school but I haven't yet figured out if thats a bad or a good thing oh well enough for now