captblacktoe

this is mad old but i feel like dropping it.

I sacrifice myself on the altar of her ego
While her alter ego licked me from cock to throat with sandpaper tongues
In hopes of smoothing rough edges
Swallowed her whispers and tried to digest her sarcastic sentences
That spoke with kaleidoscope meanings
She hoped to lobotomize my imagination
So my mind would no longer wander during conversations
Between her and her
Making it impossible for me to memorize her many lies
Impossible to realize that shed lead to my demise
She knew she existed on pedestals of my mind
For she read it in the open pages of my heart
She read how she gave birth to my inspirations
But giving birth is also giving death
And she could never forgive me
Force-fed me bottled emotions
Getting me drunk on notions of salvation
But left me stranded on islands of her
Surrounded by black seas of infinity
In hopes Id dissolve into her vanity
But I had hidden love beneath my tongue
And love can be a weapon
So I cut the ties that bind
The binds that tie me to the eternal disorder of infatuation
And escaped by striding galaxies at a time
Evolving from blind confusion
I refused to remain the enslaved by primitive passions
For I remember her fatal effect on flowers suns
That wilted from the hypothermia of her heart
But now I find her at my door wearing masks of manipulated miracles
Manifesting morbid sentimentalities of dead relationships
I have learned to overcome facades
Like cracks in the sidewalk
But still I have to ask a thousand whys
And she baptists me in blood of menstruations
To make me understand where she comes from
I understand shes addicted to ceremonies of misery
That mainly involve the suffering of me
I tell her to say her goodbyes and go
But she wont she misconstrues my bravado as a challenge and
She says shes ready to join cults of castrated clits or slit her wrists
If shes forced to choke on another metaphoric dick
I offer her a banana and close the door on closure