i feel broken, not in some lame meloncholy look at me im suicidal way just in a god how i just want to sleep, enter a coma for a month and awake to problems having solved themselves, way. the weights are piling around my ankles and im tiring out soon i won't be able to kepe this head above water. god i need to kick off some problems tell other people i can't keep carrying their shit and hope they can help themselves. the thing is i don't even feel like i'm helping anymore, i just feel there, trapped in mutli person loneliness. has anyone else ever just felt like they have put themselves aside for soo long they forgot how be first?
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