where do we draw the line of how much is too much, do we give up or fight for what we say we have wanted? i ask this every day and every day i keep fighting. what scares me is that one day i won't have the energy to fight becaus ethere is times when i already don't fell like it, just feel like letting things go, starting fresh. god i want to start fresh. maybe i am just afraid of giving up. even when it makes the most sense. sometimes i think i lose sight of whether i'm foring for something of just fighting hoping to end something. it a pretty scary m,oment when you don't know if what you always claim to want is what you really want anymore.
More Blogs
-
0
Tuesday Dec 06, 2005
so here i am, my relationship just ended ten minutes ago. what to do … -
0
Tuesday Dec 06, 2005
my friend is doing anthropological research on the tattooed "communit… -
0
Monday Dec 05, 2005
i hate when i really want to update this but have nothing to say, or … -
0
Wednesday Nov 30, 2005
my god i need to pee and someone's in the bathroom. what ever happene… -
0
Sunday Nov 27, 2005
i think i like thinking that no one is reading this yet hoping someon… -
0
Sunday Nov 27, 2005
where do we draw the line of how much is too much, do we give up or f… -
0
Saturday Nov 26, 2005
OH MY GOD I AM BORED----- I know of nooses That would hug my t… -
0
Saturday Nov 26, 2005
i've been applying to grad schools to prolong the escape from returni… -
0
Friday Nov 25, 2005
sometimes it seems as though the only way to abandon life is to screa…