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i feel like i need to write. ive been asked to draw things for work (which gets quite expensive when you hafta use the comps at kinkos to get the photoshop effects you need and print it out on 21" x 26" paper. and when you hafta buy a new dry erase board to draw stuff with permanent marker for the happy hour shite) and for my buddy tucci's friend. whew. i need to work on my own stuff. unfortunately the drawing well seems to be dry.
the writing well however...
as depressing as it probably IS its all ive got creatively right now. i seem to have lost my place on where i was going with it. ive been workin on it for a few years but never devoted the time to it i need to to really turn it into something publishable. you wanna read some of it dig the myspace blogs i have called "a chapter" parts 1 - 3. read them in order. 1, 2 and then 3 as it will make more sense that way.
its like my brain is atrophied from not using it as much as id like. i even want to take up photography. by god i need to act too. i think to get my drwings up to snuff imma draw my favorite sg's and post 'em (with permission of course)
i have a headache. i think i work too much. i really have no relax time. just work. which is fine coz i need to get on my feet asap, but its horribly exhausting. physically and mentally. i LOVE my fridays job coz im free to be me, dressin like a pirate and everything. the new job imma start...i dont think imma like as much. its too stiff for my personality. maybe i need fridays and something else that will let me be me.
i dunno.
im kinda ranting.
got a comic in my head. it started off as a comedy a few years back but its morphed into... something... personal.
hardly funny at all actually. i dont even think i have a comic relief character.
first, for my OWN purposes imma make a graphic novel out of pink floyds the wall. i need to do that. could take a while to do it right. should publish when im done it, but need permission first if imma make a profit off of it. royalties and all. yeah. think ill do that....
i hate christmastime. well.... no. i like giving when i can to people i care about. whether or not i get even a thank you in return. i just hate not having family. everyone should have one. even the dysfunctional kind is sometimes better than none at all. id like to think that with my daughter id put the FUN in dysfunctional. heehee. id also like to think shes made me a better person. gonna hafta thank her for that one day.
i go now. this blogs gotten kinda depressing
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i feel like i need to write. ive been asked to draw things for work (which gets quite expensive when you hafta use the comps at kinkos to get the photoshop effects you need and print it out on 21" x 26" paper. and when you hafta buy a new dry erase board to draw stuff with permanent marker for the happy hour shite) and for my buddy tucci's friend. whew. i need to work on my own stuff. unfortunately the drawing well seems to be dry.
the writing well however...
as depressing as it probably IS its all ive got creatively right now. i seem to have lost my place on where i was going with it. ive been workin on it for a few years but never devoted the time to it i need to to really turn it into something publishable. you wanna read some of it dig the myspace blogs i have called "a chapter" parts 1 - 3. read them in order. 1, 2 and then 3 as it will make more sense that way.
its like my brain is atrophied from not using it as much as id like. i even want to take up photography. by god i need to act too. i think to get my drwings up to snuff imma draw my favorite sg's and post 'em (with permission of course)
i have a headache. i think i work too much. i really have no relax time. just work. which is fine coz i need to get on my feet asap, but its horribly exhausting. physically and mentally. i LOVE my fridays job coz im free to be me, dressin like a pirate and everything. the new job imma start...i dont think imma like as much. its too stiff for my personality. maybe i need fridays and something else that will let me be me.
i dunno.
im kinda ranting.
got a comic in my head. it started off as a comedy a few years back but its morphed into... something... personal.
hardly funny at all actually. i dont even think i have a comic relief character.
first, for my OWN purposes imma make a graphic novel out of pink floyds the wall. i need to do that. could take a while to do it right. should publish when im done it, but need permission first if imma make a profit off of it. royalties and all. yeah. think ill do that....
i hate christmastime. well.... no. i like giving when i can to people i care about. whether or not i get even a thank you in return. i just hate not having family. everyone should have one. even the dysfunctional kind is sometimes better than none at all. id like to think that with my daughter id put the FUN in dysfunctional. heehee. id also like to think shes made me a better person. gonna hafta thank her for that one day.
i go now. this blogs gotten kinda depressing
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