coming back to a place where i've beeen before. will someone please show me the door. the life of sin has just began blody rags upon the floor. this place, this place, is ruining my life. wheres my head?
will someone o please show me the door.
my crimes are hidden in my eyes and my path is nothing at all, I'm so small. its...
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will someone o please show me the door.
my crimes are hidden in my eyes and my path is nothing at all, I'm so small. its...
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longblackbangs:
hey buddy...your alive. good to see you back even though you don't seem to thrilled to be...
~We're like actors, turned loose in this world to wander in search of a phantom, endlessly searching for a half formed shadow of our lost reality. When others demand that we become the people they want us to be, they force us to destroy the person we really are. It's a subtle kind of murder. The most loving parents and relatives commit this murder with...
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longblackbangs:
wishing you a preemtive new year...i'm hoping that a plane hits my house as the clock strikes twelve. killing me instantly. i made the new years resolultion last year that i was going to stop waiting for things and do somethig with my life. yup, and here i am rotting away in front of a monitor. this year my resolution is to cease living by the end of '04. it is not really that difficult of a thing to do, but then again getting out of bed is not a tough concept but i have trouble with that one as well.
hope you had fun in south lake...did doogie wear his helmet?
hope you had fun in south lake...did doogie wear his helmet?
thecowboy:
hey im also in da riders group..noticed youre at tahoe..im movin there next week to ride..any advice?.
I just got done writing for an hour and a half in this little box coming to radical conclusios about life and some of the shit thats going on in my head. I must have said something too good to ever be read or repeated ever again. The funny part is the whole time I was writing it I really started to feel that I...
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longblackbangs:
ahh yes, life is such a funny little shit sometimes...
and Billy Ray. good to see that name back in the news. i was starting to worry the art of good song writing and good acting was dying. But along comes Mr. Cyrus and BANG SMACK ZANG that son-of-a-gun puts my fears to rest. *sigh*
someday i will be in a wheelchair, bnot wanting to go on, staring at my wrists, and when that day does come you know what happens next...
...thats right, I'll qualify for a Helper Monkey!!!!
-pray for mojo-
and Billy Ray. good to see that name back in the news. i was starting to worry the art of good song writing and good acting was dying. But along comes Mr. Cyrus and BANG SMACK ZANG that son-of-a-gun puts my fears to rest. *sigh*
someday i will be in a wheelchair, bnot wanting to go on, staring at my wrists, and when that day does come you know what happens next...
...thats right, I'll qualify for a Helper Monkey!!!!
-pray for mojo-
cloudy thoughts eating clever, self-mutalating, focused, precise holes in my head. my shell is wearing thin and theres a dead chicken embryo inside driven mad to death searching for a corner to hide in.
My parents bought a new SUV. and not just any, a JEEP CHEROKEE. That 5.9 litre V8 engine provides the speed and agility along with the best towing power in its...
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My parents bought a new SUV. and not just any, a JEEP CHEROKEE. That 5.9 litre V8 engine provides the speed and agility along with the best towing power in its...
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longblackbangs:
wow...why do you have to barrage me with all this verbal and visual imagery all at once. First of all i just got off the ground from rolling around for the past five minutes at the fact that you actually found an article about someone who writes that Laffy Taffy garbage and is giving credit to someone for doing it. I would love to give that guy a swift kick in the ass. Secondly the profile picture...i need say no more.
Tell the folks congrats on the new purchase.
"Wriggle in that middle class, get a nicer car full of discount tags, if your feeling trapped or too attached...remember we wanted that."
i think im gonna start an activist movement that involves scrapping up the largest/bloodiest/most faces of death worthy carcases of the road and just hucking them onto the shiny tile floors of this great lands most successful fastfood resturants and then fight the employees/customers who gets grossed out and doesn't see the irony.
i will probably get arrested or murdered by some meathead (no pun intended) eating his six dollar burger within the first 2-3 franchises but i think while am im at it I think i will make some new and interesting color schemes of brown, red, grey, and whatever Carls Jr's fucking colors are.
i didn't know we were even supposed to open the manuals up yet. Mine is still in the shrink-wrap because I am still contemplating returning it to the bookstore and dropping this burdensome class...
Tell the folks congrats on the new purchase.
"Wriggle in that middle class, get a nicer car full of discount tags, if your feeling trapped or too attached...remember we wanted that."
i think im gonna start an activist movement that involves scrapping up the largest/bloodiest/most faces of death worthy carcases of the road and just hucking them onto the shiny tile floors of this great lands most successful fastfood resturants and then fight the employees/customers who gets grossed out and doesn't see the irony.
i will probably get arrested or murdered by some meathead (no pun intended) eating his six dollar burger within the first 2-3 franchises but i think while am im at it I think i will make some new and interesting color schemes of brown, red, grey, and whatever Carls Jr's fucking colors are.
i didn't know we were even supposed to open the manuals up yet. Mine is still in the shrink-wrap because I am still contemplating returning it to the bookstore and dropping this burdensome class...
Staring at the wall. WHat the fuck happened before this. Who are all these people that cause their own problems and are so insecure with everything around them they become everyone else. why does my car need 2 quarts of oil and I just changed it a week ago.Why is our government spending more money to change the look of money. Howcome when I am...
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longblackbangs:
oohhh...new pic! your looking sharp. like an assassin. will you "whack" me is i pay you enough? (that is not a sexual joke...i want you to "off" me.)
love
love
captaincrass:
moving sucks, my computer has been unplugged for a bit but I swear I'll change my journal for all my fans. its snowing
Well as we all know life is continual. you cant live it too fast and cut off your arm, but you cant be too slow about it and have long fingernails either. Well you know when you go into the pet store and you see that snake shedding dead skin with a half dead RAT clinging to life in its jaws as the snake stuggles...
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longblackbangs:
hey!!! your back. Yeah, life sort of lost some of its charm the day I was at a chinese food restuarant and the asshole next to me got the same fortune I did. I think I can say that was when I realized that i, and no one else for that matter, wasn't a special snowflake like those poisonous childhood tales once told us. Jello is made out of cow knees...once again, one of those childhood things that was just a wonderfully happy lie. Keeps me wondering what is gonna be the next lie to surface.
die
[Edited on Oct 13, 2003 12:14AM]
die
[Edited on Oct 13, 2003 12:14AM]
THE ROOTS OF MY PROBLEMS
Well its 1:30 now. I think it's the reminders of stupidity, arrogance, and complete lack of freedom of thought that these people have that haunts me. A breed so common and thoroughbred through propaganda you couldn't beat an intelligent conversation out of them. Why do I waste my fucking time...God. Now I'm starting to feel stupid myself. Why do I...
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Well its 1:30 now. I think it's the reminders of stupidity, arrogance, and complete lack of freedom of thought that these people have that haunts me. A breed so common and thoroughbred through propaganda you couldn't beat an intelligent conversation out of them. Why do I waste my fucking time...God. Now I'm starting to feel stupid myself. Why do I...
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shorteyes:
I havn't been on in so long I feel like I'm no longer a member of this community. My computer is in truckee so i never get the chance and soon we will be room mates so it won't really matter any way because i will watch you while you sleep and won't need to jack off to the pics you posted here any more. hope your excited about living with me tell your dad and any male members of your family that i siad hello esspecially younger cousins! Caleab says that he wants you to share a room with him instead of don because they've been sleeping together for the past year and it's getting old so call him on his cell or fax him at the office. Oh by the way ever since that night at the Elias premere Jamie has been coming to my house and bringing me things every day, don't know how I feel about that. Ask her if she has a little brother for me, peace.
longblackbangs:
are you fucking dead??? This is the infamous one and only woodpoo entry. I think I will print it out and frame it.
Being broke sucks.
thecowboy:
...welcome fellow ridah...check it out...
Me last weekend----> 
nataskaput:
yeah i had a pair of 32s and i they got squish lost their heel hold then i started ripping the soles right off the boots, i think i'm gonna stick with north wave from now on