Well as we all know life is continual. you cant live it too fast and cut off your arm, but you cant be too slow about it and have long fingernails either. Well you know when you go into the pet store and you see that snake shedding dead skin with a half dead RAT clinging to life in its jaws as the snake stuggles to swallow it down but the RAT wond give up because it will die and the snake wont because it allready commited swallowing the RAT. yeah, thats about where my lifes at right now. I just cant figure out if i'm the snake or the RAT. An odd thing occured to me as I was dry heaving on the floor in my room at 4 in the morning. suffering is actually a very pleasurable thing. Its safe. Having abused my body many times before I guess I ve learned that pain =recovery, Its a very interesting concept to play with and is on sale at ralphs for 10.99. (remember to have your club card present). Having seperated myself from an enduring case of split personality. Ive stopped talking so much shit about myself and learrned that fortune cookies are mass produced and arent really made just for you. Did you know you can buy a bag of themand just pick the fortune you want. As entertaining as it must be to sit and read this movie I just saw in my head, please forgive me for intentionally bumping into you but pretending it was an accident. Dont eat Jello, its not healthy for you.
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