THE ROOTS OF MY PROBLEMS
Well its 1:30 now. I think it's the reminders of stupidity, arrogance, and complete lack of freedom of thought that these people have that haunts me. A breed so common and thoroughbred through propaganda you couldn't beat an intelligent conversation out of them. Why do I waste my fucking time...God. Now I'm starting to feel stupid myself. Why do I put up with it? Why do I live in a semi-daze to go to sleep at night and in pure denial of fact to go on tomorrow? Why do these people dwell in their problems, disbeliefs, and false truths? Why do I have it all yet see it all unorganized and with no real value in my eye? The more I think I know what I want the more I dont want anything at all. The fear of no change makes me too anxious to change anything in my life at all. I fear what I will become, looking to the past trusting life, looking to the future with no trust, but in pure dissatisfaction of faith. Unstructure me. Bury my limitations in accomplishments. It's time to eat my mind to find new meaning in these surrounding walls. Let the anxiety fight the insomnia until all hope is lost and the only solution is a product of those who abuse it.
Well its 1:30 now. I think it's the reminders of stupidity, arrogance, and complete lack of freedom of thought that these people have that haunts me. A breed so common and thoroughbred through propaganda you couldn't beat an intelligent conversation out of them. Why do I waste my fucking time...God. Now I'm starting to feel stupid myself. Why do I put up with it? Why do I live in a semi-daze to go to sleep at night and in pure denial of fact to go on tomorrow? Why do these people dwell in their problems, disbeliefs, and false truths? Why do I have it all yet see it all unorganized and with no real value in my eye? The more I think I know what I want the more I dont want anything at all. The fear of no change makes me too anxious to change anything in my life at all. I fear what I will become, looking to the past trusting life, looking to the future with no trust, but in pure dissatisfaction of faith. Unstructure me. Bury my limitations in accomplishments. It's time to eat my mind to find new meaning in these surrounding walls. Let the anxiety fight the insomnia until all hope is lost and the only solution is a product of those who abuse it.
shorteyes:
I havn't been on in so long I feel like I'm no longer a member of this community. My computer is in truckee so i never get the chance and soon we will be room mates so it won't really matter any way because i will watch you while you sleep and won't need to jack off to the pics you posted here any more. hope your excited about living with me tell your dad and any male members of your family that i siad hello esspecially younger cousins! Caleab says that he wants you to share a room with him instead of don because they've been sleeping together for the past year and it's getting old so call him on his cell or fax him at the office. Oh by the way ever since that night at the Elias premere Jamie has been coming to my house and bringing me things every day, don't know how I feel about that. Ask her if she has a little brother for me, peace.
longblackbangs:
are you fucking dead??? This is the infamous one and only woodpoo entry. I think I will print it out and frame it.