i don't ever want to work again. one day was enough. i fucking hate it. yesterday i worked, got a headache, recorded a rough demo, and other stressfull bullshit. then last night when i was laying down to go to sleep, i had an anxiety attack. i havn't had one for years. i don't know why either. i felt like i was going to explode,...
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in two and a half hours i must leave for work. i am really excited to be going back, but at the same time it sucks. not working for three months really makes me want to work. so off i go. the only problem is that i need money now, and i dont get paid untill tuesday. looks like its time to go sweet talk...
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disgorge:
Can't wait to check out the songs.. Do you post at relapse.com by any chance? There is a lot of good music discussion there.
thursday:
shitty times bring out the emo in me.
and if my whining wasn't emo enough, it was BAD emo which only makes it MORE EMO!!!
vicious cycles, damn them to hell...
and if my whining wasn't emo enough, it was BAD emo which only makes it MORE EMO!!!
vicious cycles, damn them to hell...
I saw ryan tonight. I havn't seen him since we kicked him out of the band, which was three months ago, the day I broke my leg. It was inevitable. It had to happen. I wish it didn't though.
Seems like he is doing well. His lady is due to pop anyday. Before he took off we all piled into his boat of a car...
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Seems like he is doing well. His lady is due to pop anyday. Before he took off we all piled into his boat of a car...
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26oo:
sweeeet
its raining again...
my friend em has brought to my attention this evening that i am, in fact, gay...
thursday:
yeah, well apparently i'm a man, what's your point?
frank_castle:
you are a happy guy
its raining...
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stormy:
i dont htink there is some double standard on fighting if a women is constantly beating the shit out of her man than she is a fucking bitch and its wrong, and vice versa. but i was actually talking about play fighting with my boyfriends and how once i punch them they always stop. i didnt mean to get everyone so up in arms over it
hel:
thank you for the desktop babydoll 
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:hel:
This week is going to drag by. I can't wait for next weekend. It is going to look a bit like this.
Sat. - wake up. go to work. come home and shower. relax. go drink copious amounts of liqour with friends.
Sun. - continue to drink and smoke cigars, go to bed, wake up sometime afternoon, go to D's house and have a wicked...
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Sat. - wake up. go to work. come home and shower. relax. go drink copious amounts of liqour with friends.
Sun. - continue to drink and smoke cigars, go to bed, wake up sometime afternoon, go to D's house and have a wicked...
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hel:
so when are we going to see a pic of your face... not that you don't have a sweet ass, its just that i'd like to see your face...
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stormy:
shoes like totally make the outfit dude. like for sure.
Tonight I played DD.
Dropped kids A off at the bar, kids C and I went to Paris. I drank an iced crowbar (quad esspresso and cream) and a cup of coffee. Three hours later picked up kids A from streets of london. 23 year old #f got drunk for the first time tonight. Took kids #f, D, tom, and #4 to get more liquor....
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Dropped kids A off at the bar, kids C and I went to Paris. I drank an iced crowbar (quad esspresso and cream) and a cup of coffee. Three hours later picked up kids A from streets of london. 23 year old #f got drunk for the first time tonight. Took kids #f, D, tom, and #4 to get more liquor....
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thursday:
pirate ship AAAARRRR!
i'm trying to figure out where to put the jolly roger.
i'm trying to figure out where to put the jolly roger.
christphuk:
Bed always makes me smile too, but I rarely find myself to it. Hardcore fan.....you like converge? Best song is Flowers and Razorwire *swoons*
I am done wearing braces and what not on my ankle. It is rather difficult to walk. Especially down stairs. I have a very limited range of motion. I can point my toes down, but not up.
My tat is doing quite well. Not a bit of scabing or bleeding.
I am super stoked to play our next show on the 4th. The drummer of...
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My tat is doing quite well. Not a bit of scabing or bleeding.
I am super stoked to play our next show on the 4th. The drummer of...
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jeisan:
What's your band's name? I live in the area...
jeisan:
nevermind, I figured it out...
*looks to link at left*
*looks to link at left*
I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life
Jenna
-Dek
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