Behold!
The begining of a tradition, a hatred of this day of Valentine's
I had hope for this day, for her. I haven't seen her in a month, despite this i hoped to see her today, mainly because she said i would see her.
I called her yesterday, and finally got a hold of her, we talked for a bit (i asked how she had been how her day was, all the pleasantries that i really wanted to know).
I asked her what she was doing for today, asked if classes had her bogged down with work, like they have had her busy, she said she wasn't and that i could see her, that she would have time to be with me. And she said she would call me with a good time for all of this.
I call her today at 6:30 cuz their was no word from her before then. She hushedly tells me she will call me back in a minute. A bit later she does call me back and tells me she is running errands and that she will be done and i can see her in "about an hour"...
I call her back at 8:30, only to get her voicemail. I leave her a message, still trusting she was running errands...still trusting her and asking that she call me back when she gets the message.
I call her again, at 10, again only getting the voicemail. By this point my overly trusting nature is beyond destroyed. Maybe she has just been dodgeing my calls all this time. Only talking to her when she answers after forgeting to check the caller I.D.
I have done nothing to offend, done what it takes to make her smile, make her laugh.
I guess i just got boring.
Getting stood up by someone thats supposed to be my girlfriend, on Valentine's Day, has gotta be bad for my already crippleing social anxiety. And will most likely shatter my remaining child-like trust in others.
in closing....Fuck Valentine's Day
The begining of a tradition, a hatred of this day of Valentine's
I had hope for this day, for her. I haven't seen her in a month, despite this i hoped to see her today, mainly because she said i would see her.
I called her yesterday, and finally got a hold of her, we talked for a bit (i asked how she had been how her day was, all the pleasantries that i really wanted to know).
I asked her what she was doing for today, asked if classes had her bogged down with work, like they have had her busy, she said she wasn't and that i could see her, that she would have time to be with me. And she said she would call me with a good time for all of this.
I call her today at 6:30 cuz their was no word from her before then. She hushedly tells me she will call me back in a minute. A bit later she does call me back and tells me she is running errands and that she will be done and i can see her in "about an hour"...
I call her back at 8:30, only to get her voicemail. I leave her a message, still trusting she was running errands...still trusting her and asking that she call me back when she gets the message.
I call her again, at 10, again only getting the voicemail. By this point my overly trusting nature is beyond destroyed. Maybe she has just been dodgeing my calls all this time. Only talking to her when she answers after forgeting to check the caller I.D.
I have done nothing to offend, done what it takes to make her smile, make her laugh.
I guess i just got boring.
Getting stood up by someone thats supposed to be my girlfriend, on Valentine's Day, has gotta be bad for my already crippleing social anxiety. And will most likely shatter my remaining child-like trust in others.
in closing....Fuck Valentine's Day