24 Tonight!!!!!!
...as I said yesterday, I haven't smoked a cigarette in over three years. Last night I got no sleep all I could think about was smoking.
Granted my wife just told me she wants to spend a week at her parents house away from Emily and I b/c she can't take her anymore. WTF!?
What is that supposed to mean? Are you coming back? Do you really think that in a week she will outgrow crying? Do you think at four months old she will learn to be independant in a week?
She refuses to take any part in our childs life (which WAS PLANNED) I am a full time father, part time student, and I am starting a business with my father. So my day is full. I do ALL the cleaning, laundry, cooking. after all this I try to be a loving husband.
I'm so tired....
I am happy though for the most part
my daughter giggled for the first time the other day it was the cutest thing ever. I've been doing everything I can to get her to do it again. This morning she thought is was funny to grab my goatee with two hands and pull in different directions, resulting in hairloss. ouch!
My new nickname can be patches.
Hope everyone has a good day!
-deez-
...as I said yesterday, I haven't smoked a cigarette in over three years. Last night I got no sleep all I could think about was smoking.
Granted my wife just told me she wants to spend a week at her parents house away from Emily and I b/c she can't take her anymore. WTF!?
What is that supposed to mean? Are you coming back? Do you really think that in a week she will outgrow crying? Do you think at four months old she will learn to be independant in a week?
She refuses to take any part in our childs life (which WAS PLANNED) I am a full time father, part time student, and I am starting a business with my father. So my day is full. I do ALL the cleaning, laundry, cooking. after all this I try to be a loving husband.
I'm so tired....
I am happy though for the most part
my daughter giggled for the first time the other day it was the cutest thing ever. I've been doing everything I can to get her to do it again. This morning she thought is was funny to grab my goatee with two hands and pull in different directions, resulting in hairloss. ouch!
My new nickname can be patches.
Hope everyone has a good day!
-deez-
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xoxo
storm
hey, hon. i am so sorry that it's so rough for you right now. if you need to talk contact me through my journal.
i was reading the beginning and i was going to say that you shouldn't be hard on her with her being a new mom and all. but if you're doing all the work and taking care of the baby all day then i don't know what to tell you.
except that i hope it gets better and that she can enjoy your daughter as much as you sound like you are.
i think i want to be a photography, too. almost all of my pics in my folder i've taken myself. i'm also thinking of doing a set to submit that i take completely on my own except for a few full body shots from far away. that is.
catch ya later, patches
xxx
alisa