damn its been forever since ive actually updated
lets see lots has happened since the lasttime
went to az to see my parents and other famlily i had a blast. went and saw my dad after not seein him for 6 years
and holy crap have things changed. my little sister grew up like way up 
my dad was really amazed on how big ive gottin he says i look like a monster. meet my nephew and neice for the first time. my nephew is awesome i was teachin him how to jump off the back of the couch. then i put a helmet on him and we were goin to go outside to teach him how to jump off the roof but my step sister didnt like that idea. 
whats great is the kidrefers to him self in third person 
saw a girl i havent seen since i was 12 and its crazy how we havent seen each other in sooooooo long but we grew up to basicllythe same music and life style
and shes still hot as hell too. meet some of her friends.
went to a 101 year old saloon in crown king, az that wasawesome it took forever to get thee cuz we took the long way through the mountains i think we broke 5 mph at some points the road was barley wide enuff for the truck
but it was worth it the saloon was like stepin back into cowboy times. i even drank out of a mason jar. got some pics too so ill post those now.
heres me my dad and my truck
ok heres from center counter clockwise me and my nephew and neice, my dad my step sister and my half sister
heres me my sister and step mom
heres me in a rose garden.
heres my ma in front of a cool statue in front of the court house
heres the court house
so other then that ive done kareoke on most fridays im good at billy idol and ramones but once ive been drink alot i try stuff like kiss shout it out loud then relize i dont remeber most of the words and the screen is to hard to follow and korn is just to hard to do.
this last friday i went out with my boss jackie her old man cj and liz to a bar out in vancouver club 199 it was fun totally loved that place. got molested by this older lady she said my arms are really nice and then wanted to see my stomach my reply was i like to hide my shame. so i shode her after awhile and she said thats nice too except all the hair. i was flatered. then we meet this annoyin car sales men i just wanted to punch the guy. right before we left there was almost a fight. which was koolive always wanted to be in a bar fight. then there was almost a cat fight too
got a new head boss of taco hell. shes a fuckin bitch faced liar. sad thing is shes no good at the liaing part either. figure this math shes 21 but has worked for taco hell for 11 years
how does thatwork then later changs her story to 6 years then 9 then 2. i cant stand the bitch. not once has she ran a good shift. im looki for a new job i was goin to anyway when i got back from az but this just makes me want to get out sooner.
ohhh and i actually started to read books again too
i bought hunter s. thompsons the rum diary so far i love this book 
well i think thats about it. so heres some pics of hot girls and good tunes
Annisa
hottness
Roza
new hotness
Reagan
super fav hotness
Liu
and hot new friend
tunes sceeching weasel - let go
too many paths to choose from
so many already gone t
oo many chances to worry about what's done
i'm tired of playing it over inside my head
as if i will forget
too many thoughts in my head about where i've been and where i'll go
too many fears in my mind i feel i must control
i can open my eyes and just be glad i'm here
my worries disappear
and i have made choices that come back to haunt my
they always will
i've seen nothing but emptiness in front of me for what seemed like years
just let go
too thoughts in my head of where i've been and where i'll go
too many fears in my minds ifeel i must control
i can open my eyes and just be glad i'm here my worries disappear
although i've done things of which i am not proud i am not defined
by anybody's accounts of a glimpse of my past and my future's mine
just let go
i know you can't find the words to describe what you feel
please don't chase it down
you'll miss it while it's here
the reason you can't find words
is 'cause they don't exist
please just sit here with me and experience
the joy of life
a simple smile
resist the urge to pin it down
brethe deeply look inside yourself
the sun still shines in you as well
it always will
you already have everything you'll ever need
now stand an walk see things as new
you've just begun to change the world
just let go