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So for todays post I thought I’d put some more energy into it, instead of just posting one photo or one video🤗

This past week has been pretty rough for me again, due to emotional battles my eating pattern has taken a turn for the worse, haven’t been as much to the gym (while de last few months I’d go 5/6 times a week). Been crying allot randomly.

But

Next week I’ll be having a party which is Halloween themed (although Halloween has passed) we all thought it would still be cool hehe ^•^

My birthday is next week Friday, the 10th, so it’s sort of my birthday party too.
Any who, I had this plan to be an elvish battle girl of some sort, ordered a new black dress and all, but I’ve been so stumped about it and didn’t like it.

SO, what I do when I feel down or sad I randomly start fitting clothes, do my make up, throw on some good music. And to my surprise I put something together of items which I already had >.< and I was totally feeling it🥹

random candid in 3, 2, 1;

FYI, yes I know I’ve only done 1 eye with make up and only one contact 🤓 it’s cause I was lazy if I’m really reallyyy honest tehe.

But if I now look at it, I think it’s pretty cool. The contrast of my natural eye shape and no make up, as to having a colored contact which enlarges my eye a bit. And also make up.

This wig was a hot mess at first btw, I styled it a bit an straightened the hairs, and OMG I didn’t know I’d like myself with this kind of hair color🥰🥺