caprice

today was an eventful day...

i got groceries for the first time in 2 months...

i gave my self a slick undercut.. now im one even sexier mamajama

(this is my niffty kitchen, prolly my fave room in my house...cleanin day as you can tell)


and smoked a cigarette for the first time in over a yr...

why you may ask?

well i got REALLY sick a yr ago and was in the hostpital...

i suffered from major mental issues after that and stoped smoking weed, cigarettes and drinkin beer cuz i was so paranoid and scared all the time....

it itches away at my insides that it wasnt my decision to quit these things...

pretty much all my life ive never had a choice...

so for once im kicking my fears in the face and choosing my own path...

be them right or wrong, lifes fulla stupid choices and good lessons