i've been sifting through a lot of shit lately, i think i can finally begin to see the end of the tunnel. the light. let's just hope that the walls don't collapse on me again.
saturday night i was driving my rabbit down western and the alternater decides that it's just tired of getting power. meh, i'll justquit, right here in the middle of the street. best place to break down, a liquor store parking lot on a saturday night. good thing my friend had triple a.
it feels like the shit just won't end. all my cars break down, i still have no home, work keeps trying to chain me to my desk. it's really hard to keep posative, but i do what i can. there are things to look foreward to, i just have to dig a little deeper past all the shit to see them. but they're there. when i get my house and a car that works, i'll got to ikea and make it a home. there are road trips to be had, this crazy bitch wants me to go to hawaii with her. things will get better.
this weekend it felt like my legs had been cut off. i was way too hingry to walk anywhere when i woke up, so i had to take cabs all day to eat. it was relaxing tho, being so cut off,. it just meant there was time to unwind, even tho i could feel all the muscles in my body winding tighter , sitting and thinking about my car. i can't help it. but that's what massages are for. mmm, massages.....
so a lotta sitting, later i ended up waliking around, when the air was nice and brisk. it actually felt realll good then, i was ready for it. then, i watched the news. lately i'm obcessed with watching the news, even tho i know it's all filtered bullshit, as a certain someone won't let me forget. "look, it's the token daily animal story!" "why's this horse swimming in the river? more at 10"
so i'm getting a tatttoo from benjamin moss. i'm soo fucking excited, i'm getting nosferatu on my chest, with the top of his head placed so that is just peeks out over most shirts. benjamin is amazing, i can't wait. plus i hear he loves blackmetal. always a plus. i fucking hate hate hate tattoo conventions, but it's the only way i can get work from him, unless i wanna wait till next year and fly tro seattle. he's seriously booked past december, i'm sooo lucky my friend hooked me up with this appt.
ok, look at me ramble, it's almost like a crazy took over and typed for me.
gotta go
p's
saturday night i was driving my rabbit down western and the alternater decides that it's just tired of getting power. meh, i'll justquit, right here in the middle of the street. best place to break down, a liquor store parking lot on a saturday night. good thing my friend had triple a.
it feels like the shit just won't end. all my cars break down, i still have no home, work keeps trying to chain me to my desk. it's really hard to keep posative, but i do what i can. there are things to look foreward to, i just have to dig a little deeper past all the shit to see them. but they're there. when i get my house and a car that works, i'll got to ikea and make it a home. there are road trips to be had, this crazy bitch wants me to go to hawaii with her. things will get better.
this weekend it felt like my legs had been cut off. i was way too hingry to walk anywhere when i woke up, so i had to take cabs all day to eat. it was relaxing tho, being so cut off,. it just meant there was time to unwind, even tho i could feel all the muscles in my body winding tighter , sitting and thinking about my car. i can't help it. but that's what massages are for. mmm, massages.....
so a lotta sitting, later i ended up waliking around, when the air was nice and brisk. it actually felt realll good then, i was ready for it. then, i watched the news. lately i'm obcessed with watching the news, even tho i know it's all filtered bullshit, as a certain someone won't let me forget. "look, it's the token daily animal story!" "why's this horse swimming in the river? more at 10"
so i'm getting a tatttoo from benjamin moss. i'm soo fucking excited, i'm getting nosferatu on my chest, with the top of his head placed so that is just peeks out over most shirts. benjamin is amazing, i can't wait. plus i hear he loves blackmetal. always a plus. i fucking hate hate hate tattoo conventions, but it's the only way i can get work from him, unless i wanna wait till next year and fly tro seattle. he's seriously booked past december, i'm sooo lucky my friend hooked me up with this appt.
ok, look at me ramble, it's almost like a crazy took over and typed for me.
gotta go
p's
well,........
bwahahahhahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaaa!!!
you're gonnna punch me again, aren't you?
*mwah*