Ok this is a message to people who think I care about them. Cuz we all know deep down inside I'm really a selfish fuck. Despite what people tell you I am not sweet.
I've been away, and now that I'm back I'm seeing stuff that's getting me annoyed. A sane person would be worrying about you all, but I'm just pissed.
Christmas is coming,...
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I've been away, and now that I'm back I'm seeing stuff that's getting me annoyed. A sane person would be worrying about you all, but I'm just pissed.
Christmas is coming,...
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thetotalm:
oohrah 
Ok one person really needed some serious advice. I told this person to read it here cuz I believe this advice is an important reminder for many on this site.
Nothing you are doing is going to fix whatever it is you are worrying about.
Moving to a new city will not give you a fresh start.
Moving back home from that city will not...
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Nothing you are doing is going to fix whatever it is you are worrying about.
Moving to a new city will not give you a fresh start.
Moving back home from that city will not...
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thetotalm:
Cap, you make allot of good points in this entry. I think that you are very obsergant, and also very smart to be able to put something like this in words. I know that personally I can take some stuff away from this post. I hope whoever you wrote this for reads this and then changes whats necessary in there life so that it can be a more productive and more importantly a happier life.
cap:
I'm not any of those things. Except the smart part. I'm self involved and selfish. I have a tendancy to feel compasion for crybabies and I hate that about myself. So I useually give advice once and get seriously annoyed if it's not followed. People are adults and if they cant save them selves when it's been spelled out for them, I generally believe they deserve to suffer. I'm just generally ticked when I have to be "nice". Kinda liked Foreman's dad on that 70's show.
I"M RICH BITCH!!!!!!
missprint:
The you can afford to go see Gogol Bordello and Throw Rag at The Living Room tomorrow night (Fri).
Yesterday one of my closer friends sunk my battleship.
"Dude I love you, but you must be one of the loneliest people I have ever met. And even though I think I'm the only one who actually put 2 and 2 together, sometimes we all worry about you."
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And the cd stops. All is quiet. And doves are flying behind us. The screen drains...
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"Dude I love you, but you must be one of the loneliest people I have ever met. And even though I think I'm the only one who actually put 2 and 2 together, sometimes we all worry about you."
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muse25:
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thetotalm:
I talked to my dad tonight....we sat down and he apologized for overreacted and decking me. But he wasn't sorry for the emotional stress that he gave me. He said he's very dissapointed in me. Which to be honest looking back on it I am too. Lord knows what I was thinking then....obviously not with a clear mind. But he said one thing that made me very sad but was very true..he said that if I was going to blow money like that he could have used the money allot more then she could have and I should have given it to him. He wsa so right and it hurt me so much to hear that.
I really don't know what I was thinking maybe just lonliness who knows. Or like you said I was just frustrated with my life as it is and I wanted to change things up. But that was no way to do it.
Your a good freind cap and if you ever want to talk outside of here I'll gladly give you my number and we can hang out sometime.
tony
I really don't know what I was thinking maybe just lonliness who knows. Or like you said I was just frustrated with my life as it is and I wanted to change things up. But that was no way to do it.
Your a good freind cap and if you ever want to talk outside of here I'll gladly give you my number and we can hang out sometime.
tony
Yesterday I was driving up Wickeden St. at the usual 3 miles and hour. Cuz traffic knows of no other speed. And I'm playing ....Audioslave I think it was.
And a really cute chick walks up to my window and says "Hey asshole, You wanna turn that down?"
Now the first thing that hits my mind is, "Now this is what I'm talking about!"
She...
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And a really cute chick walks up to my window and says "Hey asshole, You wanna turn that down?"
Now the first thing that hits my mind is, "Now this is what I'm talking about!"
She...
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cap:
PS: I heard somewhere that if you drink a lot of coffee, certian male body chemicals begin to taste like coffee. SOOOOOO........I've decided to test this out. Next chance I get I'm gonna shout, "It's French Vannila Biotch!!!! SKEETSKEETSKEET!!!!"
Just gotta make sure I warn her so I dont get bitten, spanked, prodded, slapped, pulled, yanked, shocked, or cut.
Just gotta make sure I warn her so I dont get bitten, spanked, prodded, slapped, pulled, yanked, shocked, or cut.
thetotalm:
ROFLMAO for at least 5 minutes byt sorry that you cant get any poon tang pie from miss argue gurl. 
Wanna here something ammusing? Be warned this entire is post is sorta a self directed pep talk. And also one of those times where you wanna tell someone off but they already left. So your stuck yelling at a mirror, or your iron, or forum site. SO be prepared. Cuz just as usual this is gonna be a very odd ride into how I see...
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thetotalm:
wow..that totally blows away my crappy life..thanks for making me feel better....but hopefully I'll have some fantastic stories someday too...leap of faith is everyday I wake up. 
Ok so I'm in my bedroom and theres a low hum of a pump going off in the corner. And louder "vroom" of a water vac can be heard through my door, originating from the boiler room. Overshadowing all of this is Yahoo's Launchcast on my laptop. Crooning calming tunes which are much welcome now.
Inspired to write on any subject other than my current...
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callie:
is it the sound of a wet vac...or is it...freddy krueger?
you are such a girl.
it's ok, though.
i'm a man.
you are such a girl.
it's ok, though.
i'm a man.
muse25:
whats your teddies name?
My basement is flooding.
Vaccumed up 200+ gallons so far.
Fire department called. I'm "on a list"
I am pissed
Vaccumed up 200+ gallons so far.
Fire department called. I'm "on a list"
I am pissed
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thetotalm:
my parents basement flooded today too. not nearly as bad as yours only about an inch and half throughout the basement. I have a sumppump but its at a freinds house and has been for about 2 years....hopefully they stilll have it.,
cap:
Fire department came and went spitting the usual BS from there mouths
It's not bad enough
Other people have it worse
ANd if you leave it alone it will go away.
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU"RE KIDDING!!!
So now I've upgraded to a pump. But the water is rising as we pump and vaccum. It's spread to the whole basement. It stopped raining almost 10 hours ago. God when is this gonna end?
It's not bad enough
Other people have it worse
ANd if you leave it alone it will go away.
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU"RE KIDDING!!!
So now I've upgraded to a pump. But the water is rising as we pump and vaccum. It's spread to the whole basement. It stopped raining almost 10 hours ago. God when is this gonna end?
Today I am very sad, feeling a little ruffed up.
I am definatly my own worst enemy.
I am definatly my own worst enemy.
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muse25:
*hugs*....hows that street near your house....rescue any people again?
*hugs*....hows that street near your house....rescue any people again?
thetotalm:
thanks for the advice man.....I think thats what I need to do is be the aggressor and not wair for a sign or signal. Hopefully I'll be coming home with some good reviews. 
No sex for a month.
Can I do it?
That's a long time.
And today alone I met to girls I know I'm going to sleep with. Not to mention all the others already floating around.
I just decided I was having sex to have sex. Which is a good reason. But unhealthy if it's the only reason you do it, like 5 times in...
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Can I do it?
That's a long time.
And today alone I met to girls I know I'm going to sleep with. Not to mention all the others already floating around.
I just decided I was having sex to have sex. Which is a good reason. But unhealthy if it's the only reason you do it, like 5 times in...
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thetotalm:
dont take this the wrong way.....but i hate you
missprint:
REALLY? Well then, you got the wrong idea about me! 