Soooo I have distanced myself from the land of online for a while...I have been trying to sort the papers, post its and yellowing documents of my mind into some sort of well ordered, colour co-ordinated filing system...I am not quite there yet though.

I distanced myself from SG because I was having a few self esteem issues, although not really self esteem, it is hard to explain more of a constant feeling of heaviness in my tummy, involving some one on the site. It has taken me a while and I have finally snapped myself out of it, well I have finally decided I am going to lump it

I am sorry to every one I havent replied to, I am going to be more active on here now, I like talking to many of you plus I may as well use this thing I am bloody paying for it I am most likely not going to be submitting anything to this site to become an SG because I just do not feel the need to. I have started doing some work for other companies along the similar route, and am happy just sticking to that.

Uni is going well, although I have found myself wasting endless hours on WoW instead of doing reading etc. whicc is never good. Money is scarce atm, hence why I have embarked upon a slight side line career into the adult video world, it is just for now and pretty much that I do not mind it and I am getting rather desperate ha ha.

My love life is up and down, it has its moments of tears some good and some bad but over all although I do get so frustrated and want to scream sometimes I am mainly happy.

So I think I have spoken enough rubbish. how are you?


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