god, twenty days later, and that boy that i was smitten with? i hate him. ok, maybe hate is a strong word. loathe him. whatever . it is x mas day. i hung out with my family yest. and i spent the night. why is it that every family is weird? and you know that you are supposed to love them, but when you are all together, you cant wait to get away?!? thats how it was for me? now i am away. alone in my room. there are people in the kitchen but in here is way better. i need some me time! christmas. AND NOW FOR NEW YEARS!!! more my style.

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