When you cant shake the insecurities, when you feel overtired and used up and like a frumpy potato sack up against the women who are truly beautiful, when wearing make up makes you feel even more like a mom trying too hard, when being naked makes you want to hide, makes you want to crawl into some dark corner where no one has to be forced to see you or your dull eyes, your pale face and dark circles. When confidence is a laughable concept and no matter how many tricks you pull out of your hat to make you feel better, you still feel like a clod of dirt being compared to a diamond.
Cant shake it today. Normally I can make myself feel good even if I start outfeeling shitty about myself. Today I feel like I should be walking around with a brown bag over my head.
