to find someone you love, you gotta be someone you love....sometimes i worry i'm not quite so loveable...i don't quite love me sometimes...i must say that i much rather the judgin myself over the bein judged by others... i mean no harm to anyone but geez...my mind races from criticizm lately...and it's from quite a few, not just one...i can say with quite a swell degree of certainty that i'm proud of the choices i've made & the outcomes of them all....
i'm startin to feel more in the xmas spirit...which is amazing for a scrooge like me...
but i must say i'm feelin more festive and such these days...maybe cuz...
![blush](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/blush.c659b594cdb0.gif)
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work still blows
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i met a cute girlie today with awesome musical tastes that was very nice to me & flattered me by sayin i looked 17
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i made cookies last night & plan to make more tomorrow...i plan to visit with some old friends from the old job next weekend...it makes me sad that i don't write like i used to, be it either in blog or poetry form...the noise in my head has been a lil nuts lately...i gots issues like time magazine but it does seem that some of them are slightly dwindling...
i thought i would get to see this for xmas...
but it's limited release for awhile
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
there's some random for you....and i leave you with this....
![ARRR!!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pirate.9344b69ddfcd.gif)
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![ARRR!!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pirate.9344b69ddfcd.gif)
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meow:
Daniel Day Lewis rules - he's the only reason I can sit still and watch Gangs of New York.
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trickynicki:
good luck with the girly, can't wait to hear about her!! Hope the fat man in red was good to you this year ![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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