candykydfairy

to find someone you love, you gotta be someone you love....sometimes i worry i'm not quite so loveable...i don't quite love me sometimes...i must say that i much rather the judgin myself over the bein judged by others... i mean no harm to anyone but geez...my mind races from criticizm lately...and it's from quite a few, not just one...i can say with quite a swell degree of certainty that i'm proud of the choices i've made & the outcomes of them all....

i'm startin to feel more in the xmas spirit...which is amazing for a scrooge like me...

but i must say i'm feelin more festive and such these days...maybe cuz...


work still blows beyond all belief....between bein a slight babysitter at work & dealin with the guy who gives me vile smellin money outta his socks & makes withdrawls only to redeposit the money 5 minutes later & the management not showin me how to do stuff i'm clueless about & the fact that they want me to make calls to sell stuffs....grrrrr but enough about that....

i met a cute girlie today with awesome musical tastes that was very nice to me & flattered me by sayin i looked 17 she gave me her email to hang out sometime maybe now i just have to keep my fingers crossed that she's not straight i suppose..or bein overly nice cuz she was at her job

i made cookies last night & plan to make more tomorrow...i plan to visit with some old friends from the old job next weekend...it makes me sad that i don't write like i used to, be it either in blog or poetry form...the noise in my head has been a lil nuts lately...i gots issues like time magazine but it does seem that some of them are slightly dwindling...

i thought i would get to see this for xmas...

but it's limited release for awhile...daniel day-lewis scares me & i love it!...but have you seen the nominations?!?!? fuck yeahs!...and seriously...get off your asses & go appreciate some of this...



there's some random for you....and i leave you with this....