candykydfairy

so kids...the movin is done...i no longer hold residence in the middle of nowhere & sleep next to a beautiful puppy every night life is very good it seems....aside from the damned toothache from the root canal yesterday ...but if that's all i've got to complain about-then life is pretty fuckin fantastic! ...i do not believe i've ever been soo happy...no work to be married to that stresses me beyond all belief...no responsibilities that loom ever soo overshadowing over any happiness rays of sunshine in my sky... i'm moving on, letting go and slightly holding on at once...yet i cling to new things in a positive manner that pleases me...i have proven to myself that i can do alot of things that i felt the need to do in the past...but now those things hold no meaning for me & were more like an anchor on my ankle than the helm i had hoped to control...i made a damned fine captain...and my crew will be insanely missed...every crew i've had, but this last one does indeed hold quite the special place in my heart...i've a new job startin next week...nothin special-tis slightly lower pay & all but tis a mon-fri 9-5 kinda gig....whooohooo for weekends!...and now that i'm not constantly anchored to a turbulent ship on the seas...tis time for social life stuffs...goin to more shows indeed soon includin nada surf, they might be giants, tori amos, & whatever else i find...plus i get to see HENRY ROLLINS again tomorrow!...i am ever sooo stoked cuz i adore that man...so yeah, there you all go...i'm clearin my mind, freein myself, & followin new adventures that it seems my heart feels the need to lead me on...

and yep...some of that is copied from my myspace blog...but i thought twas said beautifully & few of you even go there anyways....twas my first post there in 2 months

i love my sg mores & you all know it anyways!!

i leave you with a pic of my friend jelly...may he rest in peace...twas a brightening of dark days at the end of the cinemarkness....but he deflated & had to go to the big trash dumpster in the sky...