so that's the sticker on my desk at work...it's quite fitting....
i will always be the frist to admitt that i am slightly broken with lots of issues...pointing out my flaws in something i do very well...but i lose patience with my self and have decided to make a promise to myself in such an aspect...i vow to attempt the followin:
- to chase off my pessimism as often as possible
- to allow lil ms.optimist to run things more often
- to learn to ignore the noise inside my head
- to not be so insecure sometimes
- to be less self-conscious & too hard on myself
- to hide my issues better when they do arise
a very huge & bold statement...tis an attempt to better myself which i need to do...and to simplify things around me, is another goal i shall strive for soon...
suffice to say i need an mp3 player or something to distract me from me at times....books & paper don't do so well at it sometimes....i've always hated silence for that very reason but as of late i had coped much better with it...but silence in some situations drives me nuts & makes me wage wars inside my head...and i'm always the victim in such battles...
an attempt at my optimism again...work stuffs...inventory at work has been really good the last few weeks-YAY! 
....my absolute fave assistant who can do practically everything is NOT movin away & shall even work a thursday night for me soon so i may go to the fun stuffs at havana....hehehe-last thursday we were sooo checkin out sg sets on my other assistants laptop...i've made some decisions at work that are slightly on the heinous bitch side, but they must be done & all will be much much better after their execution....
odd side note...my insomnia has backlashed and turned into an odd form of narcolepsy that only strikes at the strangest of times...speakin of such, i'm ramblin when i should be sleepin...if i can, cuz of course tis hard to do when i wanna....
