candykydfairy

so the pain is unreal & i'm tryin ever so hard not to let it ruin my hump day....but ovaries are good for that.....i'm mopey, indecisive, & i hurt....i am maskin today's pain much better than yesterday's where i spent a large portion of the eve in a slight fetal position & moanin in a bad way....pain equals vulnerability to me & vulnerability has always been one of my greatest fears...i feel ever so broken right now & don't want to exasperate those i care about....maybe i should list some things i love to try to make it better....feel free to reply with the same type of randomness all...

i love ben & jerry's ice cream & yoplait yogurt...

i love havin people around me who can overlook my indecisive mopey ways even though they find me slightly exasperating...

i love my mom! and my whole family back home & miss them insanely as well as my friends there too...

i love sunshine & insane heat although i've been slightly cooped up as of late & have been missing out....

i love swimmin even though i hate my swimsuit and am afraid to swim cuz of my ovaries right now...

i love glitter tremendously....and bubbles & stickers too...

i love feelings of accomplishment....

i love writing although i don't do it enough lately...

i also had this rant prepared about girlies who are only bi cuz it's the cool thing to do for boys and only when they're drunk....but i'll avoid my negativity today....but they really do give those of us that have been bi our whole lives a bad name....and as my gay friend would say, we bi people give everyone a bad name cuz we're selfish & always take the best of both worlds