candycox

one of the hardest things to do is to look inside yourself. it sucks, but sometimes it has to be done.

you seem like a decent human being. i'm more than sure shit will turn out fine.

just give it time and some thought.

Are you drowning in a sea
of your own creation?
The darkened shore
requires a boundary
it's boardwalk corn dog
head cheese processing
relish - filtered grease
We strain the rancid yesterday
once again, our toes are queasy

Pain is the greatest teacher
chopped compost heart manure
the seeds of life
opportunistic little fuckers

Each day and again
crossing wires and clearing paths
embracing
the anchor of despair
cords and cables
showing your place, the method

Tommorow's surface appointment
afloat gasping briny air
the thrashing frothing mammal

Razing atlantis
one depth charge mortar at a time
dragging magnets
scrap metal anchor incinerator

glad to hear youre sticking around. i believe them to be great works of art too.

that is a powerful image

I would like those girls to go stare at the fellow with the picket sign outside the abortion clinic across the street from where I work.

That would make me very happy.

Especially if someone could figure a way to make the rosary he's always fiddling with burst into flame.

your poem did a great job of creating a mood. it kinda made me feel like i was walking stoned through a foreign city, free and alive to absorb all that i see, but also slightly haunted by some sort of impending doom.

Cool. Keep up the feedback, and I'll keep feeding.
You're feeding me too. Maybe we should just have dinner.

not to creep you out, but it rather looks like the shower scene in PSYCHO.

I like this.

So you've been plagued by hangovers too?

Take it easy.

your so lovely i really like your art.. ae you perfection .. i believe you could be

OK HOPE IT GETS BETTER. sorry about yelling.


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It's like that Adam Sandler character, "you can do it!"

Change...
It's really how about changing your view of things, which can be spotaneous and natural.

I think we're all in the same boat.

It's fun to share
Sure, I know Mission Viejo. I used to ride my there from San Clemente during the summer after 7th grade. The mission viejo mall -- that place was rad! I saw Return of the Jedi and many, many other movies there.
You haven't seen the world yet? Well you gotta get out and check it out then!

Yeah, the beatnik wanderer life. I'm too "boozwha" for that now, but I like to travel. The idea of just wandering into some town and meeting new people, sampling life there and moving on sounds great.
In reality though more and more often it's just another place with strip malls and the same TV shows.
The commercialized homogenation is kind of a drag... but then again the "differentness" of life is out there in the US you just have to look harder. Under the covers and in between the lines.
And smoking and drinking? Eehh... man that just makes me feel like crap. It is nihilistic though, true. See, for nowadays you have to put a different twist on it and sip wheatgrass juice and eat organic goat cheese in different small towns.

For me, now, I've been on more on the clean living path with occasional forays into the dirt, hehe. I already did my offroading earlier in life.

Foreign travel is really where it's at. Especially the more foreign it gets. Then there's the expat life which is different than just passing through.

Have you ever read electric kool aid acid test?
That's a good recounting of the whole beat/hippie pioneers from a third perspective. The whole history of acid, how it entered popular culture and affected, as well as all of it's CIA history is interesting.

This comment's getting too long!
later...