HOLY SHIT - look at Dani's newest set!!! Too HOTTT for words!! yowsa. 
I went to a lovely bonfire on the beach last night with my friend, Heather, and I met an interesting bunch of people. I arrived incredibly blazed and with a strong shot of tequila still firing in my belly, and what do I proceed to do? I started pouring out my life story to a random chick (whose name I don't remember, but I thought she was so cute), and I mean, POURING OUT DETAILS. I was seriously telling her things that I haven't even told to some of my best friends!! Deep, dark things... really personal shit!! I don't know what got into me. She was a great listener, and she gave me advice about all of the bullshit that's been going on in my life lately. This isn't the first time that I've confessed my soul to a complete stranger - for some reason, it's easier for me to "let go" to people I don't know, but feel comfortable talking to nonetheless... I guess it's a little eccentricity of mine. She probably thought I was a complete freak... look what happens when I go to a party completely fucked up. haha. It's actually kinda funny now that I think about it - this poor, unsuspecting girl had no idea what she got herself into when she started chatting with me... heh. la de da.
I guess it's just a sign that I've been missing certain people lately. Feeling a bit lonely. This guy at the bonfire started hitting on me, and though I was pretty flattered by what he said, he just reminded me too much of someone I used to care about greatly from my past. In fact, he looked so much like him that it freaked me out a bit (it didn't help that I was so out of it either, I wasn't thinking straight). I was looking at this guy's face in the light of the fire, and suddenly I really missed this guy from my past, and just the reminder of him broke my heart. That's why I turned him down when he asked me to hang out with him at his apartment later... I couldn't stand the memories. Too painful. I don't need another look-alike asshole.
Anyways, off for now! I've got so much shit on my mind lately. I feel like I'm walking in circles and going nowhere fast.
I went to a lovely bonfire on the beach last night with my friend, Heather, and I met an interesting bunch of people. I arrived incredibly blazed and with a strong shot of tequila still firing in my belly, and what do I proceed to do? I started pouring out my life story to a random chick (whose name I don't remember, but I thought she was so cute), and I mean, POURING OUT DETAILS. I was seriously telling her things that I haven't even told to some of my best friends!! Deep, dark things... really personal shit!! I don't know what got into me. She was a great listener, and she gave me advice about all of the bullshit that's been going on in my life lately. This isn't the first time that I've confessed my soul to a complete stranger - for some reason, it's easier for me to "let go" to people I don't know, but feel comfortable talking to nonetheless... I guess it's a little eccentricity of mine. She probably thought I was a complete freak... look what happens when I go to a party completely fucked up. haha. It's actually kinda funny now that I think about it - this poor, unsuspecting girl had no idea what she got herself into when she started chatting with me... heh. la de da.
I guess it's just a sign that I've been missing certain people lately. Feeling a bit lonely. This guy at the bonfire started hitting on me, and though I was pretty flattered by what he said, he just reminded me too much of someone I used to care about greatly from my past. In fact, he looked so much like him that it freaked me out a bit (it didn't help that I was so out of it either, I wasn't thinking straight). I was looking at this guy's face in the light of the fire, and suddenly I really missed this guy from my past, and just the reminder of him broke my heart. That's why I turned him down when he asked me to hang out with him at his apartment later... I couldn't stand the memories. Too painful. I don't need another look-alike asshole.
Anyways, off for now! I've got so much shit on my mind lately. I feel like I'm walking in circles and going nowhere fast.