As I set here alone in the wind listening to the beautiful sound of the ocean I wonder if life can be this amazing, how much more amazing would it be with someone to share it with. At what point does this wonderful happy person that I've become lose focus to the lack of partner in my heart. I feel so lucky to be able to take part in this vacation to Cancún, Mexico. To be able to sit on a beach this beautiful and to enjoy what some may never come to appreciate or experience. It seems like every day I find some new reason to smile whether I'm home, at work, with a friend, or even on vacation. I just worry that at some point this empty place in my heart will grow to large and start to demand the respect it deserves. Until then I'll continue to be happy, to love life and appreciate all that I can. I just hope I'm able to find someone that I can share this happiness with, someone who I want to see smile because it lights up my life in a way i've always wanted to be lit up.
It can be hard to be happy when you're feeling lonely, but it can be so easy to be lonely when you're feeling happy.