I got moved over to Country Meadows. Oh gosh golly gee how I love it when I'm tossed around from one site to the other. I'm working with Caleb (Rec1) and Adam (Rec3) though, so that makes things a lot more interesting.
Sara is still grounded, until Monday. Finally! After about two and a half months we'll finally be able to spend time together, just the two of us. It's been especially tough, since apparently I've developed some form of sex appeal that I've never had before. Mostly due to Rocky, four or five girls are actively pursuing my dick.
Partly my fault. I'm a huge flirt, although very little of it is serious. So I guess I lead them on and didn't realize it. Getting dozens of calls from these girls daily, severely groped, followed around and hung on every time I got to Rocky ....to a point I like it. Finally I've reached the point where I'm desired and sought after by members of the opposite sex. I actually feel like I am attractive and sexy, otherwise these girls wouldn't be pursuing me as much as they have been for the past few months. However, I have a girlfriend and it is a serious relationship. I feel like I'm being held down in a way. Sometimes I wish Sara and I had started dating a lot later....
It's like I want to be out there fucking around. Being with as many different girls as I can. And now that I finally have a real opportunity to do that, I can't because I don't want to risk losing Sara. I feel like such a little boy when she tells me of her past sexual exploits.
I want to be out expressing this promiscuous, hyper affectionate and super sexual side of myself but then again I really feel strongly about Sara.
Words of advice, suggestions? Destructive cristism?
Steven apparently got a twenty sack last night. The bastard got high without me. He's got about a dime left but we're going to pick up another twenty sack later tonight along with a cheap pipe from Trails. Fuck, I really need to get high
Sara is still grounded, until Monday. Finally! After about two and a half months we'll finally be able to spend time together, just the two of us. It's been especially tough, since apparently I've developed some form of sex appeal that I've never had before. Mostly due to Rocky, four or five girls are actively pursuing my dick.
Partly my fault. I'm a huge flirt, although very little of it is serious. So I guess I lead them on and didn't realize it. Getting dozens of calls from these girls daily, severely groped, followed around and hung on every time I got to Rocky ....to a point I like it. Finally I've reached the point where I'm desired and sought after by members of the opposite sex. I actually feel like I am attractive and sexy, otherwise these girls wouldn't be pursuing me as much as they have been for the past few months. However, I have a girlfriend and it is a serious relationship. I feel like I'm being held down in a way. Sometimes I wish Sara and I had started dating a lot later....
It's like I want to be out there fucking around. Being with as many different girls as I can. And now that I finally have a real opportunity to do that, I can't because I don't want to risk losing Sara. I feel like such a little boy when she tells me of her past sexual exploits.
I want to be out expressing this promiscuous, hyper affectionate and super sexual side of myself but then again I really feel strongly about Sara.
Words of advice, suggestions? Destructive cristism?
Steven apparently got a twenty sack last night. The bastard got high without me. He's got about a dime left but we're going to pick up another twenty sack later tonight along with a cheap pipe from Trails. Fuck, I really need to get high
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rae:
hey you
peggy:
I missed ya. Hope the last few days have been good.