candide

All Sara and I want is to be together without having to worry about anything or anyone else.

The state of sanity in my family has reached the lowest it has ever been. I have confirmed that my parents are hypocritical and close-minded assholes. And I no longer feel the need to communicate with them beyond what is absolutely necessary.
Sara, I'm sorry to say is not in much of a better position. Finally being sent a ticket to go out to Florida to visit her mother for the winter break she must deliver news that she has no intent to move back to Florida because her life has already been made out here. News that will break her mother's heart and in turn break Sara's heart. Sara already feels bad enough that she and I aren't going to be able to spend our first Christmas together, even after I've told her that visiting her mother is far more important.
Many plans have been thought of to control the damage in both of our situations. There isn't a lesser of two evils that we can think of.

All that we can hope for is that we're owed big time for having to put up with all of this shit so damn early in the relationship and not even get to be with each other, except during school. Hopefully her parents will let her off the hook next weekend, however there are no guarantees. Fucking bastards.

In other news I've decided to apply to a few vocational schools. ABC Bartending Academy, Bartending Academy of Phoenix and the Conservatory of Recording Arts & Sciences.