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Things between my girlfriend and me have reached an odd an uncomfortable point. After a short talk with her earlier she feels she needs to take a break. And so we have.

I'll be here when she's ready to come back. I'll be devastated if she doesn't come back.

I have no shame in admitting I love Hoobastank in their ska stage. Fucking awesome as...
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So it looks like Steven and I are going to go see Skinny Puppy this Saturday at the Marquee Theater.

For whatever fucked up reason Ticketmaster isn't carrying the Marquee Theater's tickets anymore so we'll have to pick them up the day of the event two hours before the show starts. Oh well, we'll likely end up hanging around the area and socialize as usual....
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I've got you under my skin
I've got you deep in the heart of me
So deep in my heart that you're really a part of me...

My buddy Duckie is by far the CUTEST thing in existence. Seriously. This girl is cute times a billion with each thing she says or does.
I really liked her. Asked her out but it turns out she likes girls more than she likes guys (the best girls are always lesbians )

So yeah, apparently she, my buddy Steven and I will be going...
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Well, I've managed to quit smoking since Saturday night.

However I have a new friend. And his name is Captain Morgan.
Only in moderation, of course.

So, how is everyone?

I finally realized, after nearly ten hours of being high and/or drunk that smoking of any sort and drinking is really fucking lame.

I may have one and a half bottles of liquor left over from last night, but those won't be emptied for a very long while.

Apparently I've gradually lost my identity at the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Now I am just known...
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I've decided to recruit a couple friends to create a rock cover of the song Cotten Eye Joe from the Rednex.

Why can't I just man the fuck up already? I feel like such a little bitch when I have these feelings. Even worse when she knows about them.

Fuck this. Im just going to shut my mouth from now on. Hide the feelings. Be a goddamned man. But the only way I can continue to remind myself of this is to make another deep cut....
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Apparently, giving your girlfriend a gift certificate for a Hot Stone massage and pedicure will score you some major points

I've spent the past four or five hours on FastWeb.com looking up scholarship information.

Staring into the future, I have to admit that I'm absolutely terrified.

Despite the fact that I'm cowering in fear at the moment I'm pressing on with a sharpened blade in my hand.

Bring it on mothafucka.....

Skindred, a Reggae metal band.

Pretty damn good, I say. Check 'em out!