candaceadelle

i definitly forgot to say my mantra this morning. the day didnt start off great. but it ended mediocre. which is ok. i cant have great days while im at work.
i did flip out on one of my coworkers....im sorry....when someone isnt doing it the proper way im gonna call u on it. if u dont listen im gonna get mad.
and its the...
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jeepers. today wasnt a good day. not at all. im jus super bummed out. work was blah. and i feel blah. only good thing was i saw my boyfriend. but he fell asleep right away. it was nice to cuddle. but then i came home and looked in the mirror and was like fuck i look like this. argh!!! my only wish all my life...
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Today was an alright day. Besides the laser treatment I had this afternoon. I did some shopping and found some cool items. Theres a good reason I don't live in the big city. I spend way too much money. I'm glad I can use the excuse that I'm too lazy to drive 45 minutes to go shopping. But the laser treatment was brutal. Like always....
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I haven't had much time to get to here. but i think ill take a little time. write a bit.
today wasn't anything special. woke up. came home. hung round. went to work. got frustrated yet again. and now im home. had to have a beer when i got home to calm my mood. i think the drink made things worse. it was either that...
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This is it. I think I have found my outlet. I mean I have my artsy. but this is how i can vent without having everyone in my town knowing about it. I feel so.....vulnerable? And I'm okay with that. Its ok to feel vulnerable.