Alrighty, as it was pointed out to me, it has been a month since the last blog *told ya all I suck at blogs* so here is a quick update before I head out for lunch.
Finally made it home on the 23 Oct after 44 days out at work. Was extremely stressful rotation for work this time. Stress of the job and seeming to be the only one actually doing the job and finding out I get paid 15.00/hr less than the others who sit and barely do anything. I cant just sit around as a dispatcher and not put 100% into my job. Just not the way I was raised.
Add the fact a friend of mine finally succumbed to the demons that we both carry from our military and medical days. I had talked to him 3 days earlier and thought I had gotten thru to him. I guess I didn't. Fucking hurts to lose to those bastards. I do hope he has finally found the peace we are searching for.
SG Live Chat is totally awesome for the most part. Meeting new hopefuls and talking to SG's was a hell of a awesome idea. Sure there are some I would never chat with again (really did not like attitudes from them) and some that I highly anticipate getting to see them! Found out about OnlyFans as well and am in high heaven with that!
Head back to work in a couple of days. Suppose to be a regular shift 14 on 14 off 12 hr days. We shall see. Packing extra meds and clothing just in case
Oh yeah delivered a baby 2 days ago. The experience of childbirth is just totally amazing! Cute little girl. Hope she grows up to really make an impact on our world.
Thats about it for now folks!
Take care of each other.
Pola Bear
