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camy

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Lucky shirt

Feb 7, 2017
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Does anyone believe in lucky clothes? I mean, I always believed that some can be our lucky ones. Maybe is the energy? Or just a favorite piece, that makes you feel so confident that can bring you good things?

Well, this is just to tell a story. In fact, the story of my new lucky shirt.

Last year, less than a month before my birthday, I got really sick. It started like a food poisoning, but then I ended at the hospital three times, with so much pain after I try to eat anything. Did all the exams and everything was normal. But even If I was hungry and I try to eat, my stomach would hurt like hell and I had to be in fetal position, crying to make the pain goes away. No medication was helping, and I didn't know what to do. (Later I discovered it was my depression causing this)

So, in this mean time, it came my birthday. I had bought 2 tickets to an amazing craft beer festival, free beer the whole saturday and I couldn't drink anything. I bought the tickets like, 3 months before or something, so I didn't expect I would be sick as hell. I told my husband to go alone, but he didn't wanted to, so I went.

At first I was able to drink, like, a beer or two, but really slowly. Then, it started the pain. I was feeling so bad, not only for the pain, but not being able to enjoy my birthday there with my husband and friends. So, I ended up going home early, and asked the husband to bring home a t-shirt for me.

Well, he got drunk, and I don't blame him, I just got mad that I was jealous of not being there. So, he didn't come home at the time I was expecting, he was late. I got possessed. After a lot of fight and yelling, he brought me the shirt.... the wrong model and size. I was in total rage.

Anyways, he was able to trade the shirt for the right model and size, but I never wore that shirt. Because everytime I tried it, It reminded me of that day, of the worst birthday ever.

But, I don't know why, today I wore that shirt with this exact thought: "I want an answer. And I will use you to forget about the past and look forward to good things."

So, by the end of the day, I finally had the best news I was so nervous about and so anxious at the same time: I got my apartment at São Paulo! Yesssss!

Excited!

@rambo @missy

littlejohn22:
1000 likes for the apartment in Sao Paulo... and 1000 likes for beer festivals... you, you look amazing in that shirt 
Feb 7, 2017
eyes52:
Cute photo Gorgeous and I don't know about lucky clothes but if it makes you happy and confident then it is lucky😍
Feb 7, 2017

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