Bad things
- It's wintertime. I hate wintertime in the South. No snow, only freezing wind and humidity, and hudge electricity bills because I have electric heating. Speaking of which, I don't think I have enough money to pay them. Ha-hah.
- This weekend was the third time in a row I had a bad trip after getting drunk. It made me sad and paranoiac at a time, and I had a really bad "moral" hangover all day yesterday. I don't like it, I'll have to get an appoitment at my therapists when I'll get home. Yes I got a therapists, now everybody needs to believe in something and it's still better than becoming a new born christian.
- A discreet message to a friend: Not, your behaviour is not depressing me. Some people are assholes, sooner I learn it, better it is for me.
- Got LOADS of work for thr university.
Now, Ladies & Gents -the Good things
- I'll be in Poland in two weeks! It totally rocks, I've missed everybody & everything so much!
- I already have almost all xmas presents for my friends & familly. That means, no running around desperately trying to buy stuff. I also have some things for myself.
- My appartment is finally looking, well, nice.
- I've managed to buy a bottle of this delicious artisanal verveine liquor. I've also bought a top I wanted for ages, but shh! it's a secret, since I have no money.
-I'm going to see Bauhaus in Paris!!!
Indifferent things:
- I got to do some shopping. Fuck, it seems no matter how much food I buy, I have to shop for it once a week.
- My latest experiences seems to confirm that sex sucks. It's too much teamwork for me, all this having to pay attention if i'm not hurting that other person with my knees and elbows, and getting not much more pleasure- if any more- that I may have by myself. Such a lose of time, next time I'll stay home reading.
- The maniac part of me is suffering from not knowing how to put my cds in order, You know, the digipacks and the "normal" cds don't go together, and I don't know which ones among the cds I've ordered are digipacks and which are not. So I'll have to wait until mid-december with all my cds in a mess. Ghhh.
- Sorry for my bad english.
- It's wintertime. I hate wintertime in the South. No snow, only freezing wind and humidity, and hudge electricity bills because I have electric heating. Speaking of which, I don't think I have enough money to pay them. Ha-hah.
- This weekend was the third time in a row I had a bad trip after getting drunk. It made me sad and paranoiac at a time, and I had a really bad "moral" hangover all day yesterday. I don't like it, I'll have to get an appoitment at my therapists when I'll get home. Yes I got a therapists, now everybody needs to believe in something and it's still better than becoming a new born christian.
- A discreet message to a friend: Not, your behaviour is not depressing me. Some people are assholes, sooner I learn it, better it is for me.
- Got LOADS of work for thr university.
Now, Ladies & Gents -the Good things
- I'll be in Poland in two weeks! It totally rocks, I've missed everybody & everything so much!
- I already have almost all xmas presents for my friends & familly. That means, no running around desperately trying to buy stuff. I also have some things for myself.
- My appartment is finally looking, well, nice.
- I've managed to buy a bottle of this delicious artisanal verveine liquor. I've also bought a top I wanted for ages, but shh! it's a secret, since I have no money.
-I'm going to see Bauhaus in Paris!!!
Indifferent things:
- I got to do some shopping. Fuck, it seems no matter how much food I buy, I have to shop for it once a week.
- My latest experiences seems to confirm that sex sucks. It's too much teamwork for me, all this having to pay attention if i'm not hurting that other person with my knees and elbows, and getting not much more pleasure- if any more- that I may have by myself. Such a lose of time, next time I'll stay home reading.
- The maniac part of me is suffering from not knowing how to put my cds in order, You know, the digipacks and the "normal" cds don't go together, and I don't know which ones among the cds I've ordered are digipacks and which are not. So I'll have to wait until mid-december with all my cds in a mess. Ghhh.
- Sorry for my bad english.