I think that I'm going to go to the beach today, even though it was like 102 at laguna yeesterday. I really want to take a nap... for like several months... is that weird? I'm just tired of all the crap that is my life. I want to be free of my arm, I want to be free of doctors, lawyers, casemanagers, adjusters... fucking everyone...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
Isn't painting, or any art work supose to be enjoyable or relaxing? Yeah- not for me, I'm such a perfectionist that I hate what I'm doing, the only thing saving it is that I know that my dad and step mom will love it. See, they are renuing their vows this month after being married for 20 years. I got a picture for their orriginal...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
superjoint:
Hahah...me and you both
but I find it more of a gift because it forces you to keep pushing yourself artistically
I have yet to draw or create anything that I am satisfied with and I have come to the conflusion that I never will.
Interesting, when I was a kid I use to be a turkey thief
but I find it more of a gift because it forces you to keep pushing yourself artistically
I have yet to draw or create anything that I am satisfied with and I have come to the conflusion that I never will.
Interesting, when I was a kid I use to be a turkey thief
chrischick:
Check your email, dude... 
OK- So before I begin this... I will preface it by warning you that this is going to be a 'soft' entry (for a lack of a better term). I want you to know that it is not 'that time if the month', that I'm not having break-through depression from my medication (I'm not on any meds... not for that at least). So take it...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
viro:
you're welcome! i hope you're doing well. 
yeah, but who cares where the care is coming from, as long as someone does, right?
yeah, but who cares where the care is coming from, as long as someone does, right?
I could paint a poem, my life story,
on your back with a Chinese brush
and India ink.
With a razor, a pin, or even a sliver if bamboo,
I could make it permanent on you.
You would neveer allow this suttle violent obligation,
this enduring itch of commitment.
My words that would heal in you,
forever burden you.
A constant reminder of the fucked...
Read More
on your back with a Chinese brush
and India ink.
With a razor, a pin, or even a sliver if bamboo,
I could make it permanent on you.
You would neveer allow this suttle violent obligation,
this enduring itch of commitment.
My words that would heal in you,
forever burden you.
A constant reminder of the fucked...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
chrischick:
Yes, we most definitely need to go get some more cocktails one of these days for sure...
I've been MIA because of the whole job/ financial situation. I've had to really conserve my money and as a result have not been able to go out like I/ we used to...it really bugs.
Hopefully everything will stabilize within a week or so and things will get back to normal.
Love ya...and I totally miss you a lot!! A lot a lot a lot a lot!!
Oh, and today was most DEFINITELY NOT a circus day.
::sigh::
I've been MIA because of the whole job/ financial situation. I've had to really conserve my money and as a result have not been able to go out like I/ we used to...it really bugs.
Hopefully everything will stabilize within a week or so and things will get back to normal.
Love ya...and I totally miss you a lot!! A lot a lot a lot a lot!!
Oh, and today was most DEFINITELY NOT a circus day.
::sigh::
chrischick:
I guess the dictatorship of Clitler was overthrown, eh?
Dude...I haven't had a circus day in a LONGGGG time...
Dude...I haven't had a circus day in a LONGGGG time...
Here's something new! What's up fuckers... I haven't heard from many people lately.... Ok partly my fault... but I was fucking sick.
Boys are stupid..... (sorry, sorry, sorry... I take it back).
Hope that you like this:
Subtly sensual blacks and grays swirl
serpent-like behind my eyelids where
I hide hours beneath a stone-
mysteries of darkness.
When the sun sets my eyes snap open;...
Read More
Boys are stupid..... (sorry, sorry, sorry... I take it back).
Hope that you like this:
Subtly sensual blacks and grays swirl
serpent-like behind my eyelids where
I hide hours beneath a stone-
mysteries of darkness.
When the sun sets my eyes snap open;...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
armsxlikexblades:
kewl.
halfmt:
Yeah...girls are stoopid too...
I'm tired of feeling like shit! I have had this cold/flu thing for like 2 weeks. It's hella gay! I want to play and go have fun, but I then feel shity and that's stupid!!!! What the fuck.... So here I'll sit choking down vita C and B, hoping for the best!
I miss ya all.
I miss ya all.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
the_scummiest:
feel better babe
chrischick:
I miss you!
My crush Jennifer is here visiting from up north! I'm soooo excited! I can't wait to hang out with her tonight. I think that we are going to make our way into Hollywood!!!! Hell yeah! I hope that I don't fall asleep on the drive home. That would suck!!!!
Any idea's of what we should do??? No club and techno dancing please!
Hell Yeah!!!!!
Any idea's of what we should do??? No club and techno dancing please!
Hell Yeah!!!!!
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
chrischick:
Dude....how was your weekend??
I miss miss miss you.
to you!
I miss miss miss you.
to you!
atomc:
hellllllo....how have you been??? 
Why are people such fucking flakes? Is it that hard to do what you say that you are going to do? Is it that hard to pick up a phone? Is it that hard to fucking follow through?
I'm a really independent girl that really doesn't depend on anyone, I'm not fucking needy, I don't need you to be around, but what I do need...
Read More
I'm a really independent girl that really doesn't depend on anyone, I'm not fucking needy, I don't need you to be around, but what I do need...
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
jackie113272:
LOVE LOVE LOVE your mantra & totally see eye to eye with ya on that!!!! 
chrischick:
Get better sweetie!! Call me when you wanna hang out!
to you!
to you!Goddammit!
I was supose to go tot sushi for lunch and now I'm not!!!!! That pisses me off!
Oh well- my friend couldn't make it... work!
I still have just a little bit of a head ache, but it's going away! Thank God!
I really want to go to that sushi place in fullerton called Chomp! ummmmmmmmmmm
Ok- that's all the news that I have!
I was supose to go tot sushi for lunch and now I'm not!!!!! That pisses me off!
Oh well- my friend couldn't make it... work!
I still have just a little bit of a head ache, but it's going away! Thank God!
I really want to go to that sushi place in fullerton called Chomp! ummmmmmmmmmm
Ok- that's all the news that I have!
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
cynicminded:
hey! i finally got re-connected! i wanted to say it was great meeting you last week. you are a fun girl with great style and i hope you can make it to some more events
chrischick:
Miss you!! I'm sick.... 
This is one of those times where I really miss having a boyfriend....
This is one of those times where I really miss having a boyfriend....
NEW USER NAME: CLITLER
Kinda like the cunt version of Hitler. (less the whole hatred thet he had)
I really hope that people see the humor in this name... It's not meant to be offensive.
It's just that I'm not the nicest person in the world and this was the nic name that I aquired when I lived up north....
See ya all later!
Kinda like the cunt version of Hitler. (less the whole hatred thet he had)
I really hope that people see the humor in this name... It's not meant to be offensive.
It's just that I'm not the nicest person in the world and this was the nic name that I aquired when I lived up north....
See ya all later!
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
chrischick:
How's your noggin feeling???
halfmt:
Hmmm kinda like "Titler" performance art thing i saw once...
whats up.