In response to a question I was asked :)
Do you look at me! Haha. I’m flattered if you do. I must say this is an absolutely real thing that crosses my mind. People that are close to me have actually brought this to my attention a few times. “YES, IT IS A BIT WEIRD FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT! So normally I don’t think about it. However, I have had many conversations about it, and this is that story.
I actually brought up this conversation to with my tattoo artist because what I struggle to wrap my head around is how a picture “does it” for a guy. I even asked him I’m like what is it about a picture??!? Like for a girl, I need substance, and I’m sorry guys but the dick pics just don’t do it! LOL they aren’t cute… IN ANY ANGLE. But he assured me that it really is that simple for the male species, the picture is enough to start you on a high-end chase into masturbation land… (this blog right now.. LOL)
So, let me answer your question. Believe it or not.. I was badly harassed in high school. I was the nerdy girl with hand me down clothes, and no curves. Yep, the skinny, tall, and lanky one. I was picked on, and even got set up by the popular girls to go on a date with a guy I liked just for him to tell me no in front of the entire class. (Horrific I know… but cut me some slack it was middle school and things like this MATTERED!) I got boobs my junior year in high school and guys definitely started to notice, but not in the right way and I didn’t really know how to handle it.
Since then I have obviously matured to a woman, and I do find comfort in the idea that all the girls/guys that made fun of me hit me up to this day and tell me holy shit, I’m so sorry I did that to you.
So, I root for the underdogs and always stay humble. I like attention like most humans, but I’m not the one to get off to you.. getting off on me. :P
