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Thursday Oct 30, 2008

Oct 30, 2008
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I hurt. I know what happened. What he did, what I did, what we did.

I know I did right by me, but why am I being selfish NOW? When I just destroyed one of the best things that ever happened to me.

I destroyed a man.

A beautiful man.

A wonderful man.

A man, I suppose... Who I was not meant to be with?
Or maybe I was.

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And so Vivek happened to be the man who was there in her turmoil. He had taken her in passion, so much that the lustrous being she was wondered if perhaps this was not just her sex.

Yanni had ripped into her something fierce, dropping an atom bomb of radioactive destruction upon her heart.

How was it, she wondered, he could have expected her to all but accept an imminent death.
cyberiouse:
I will always love you honey and... yes i hurt ... you hurt me... as i said before ... i had given up on my future and felt like the darkness of not having a future had surrounded me... than... than you came, you came with a bright beautiful light and pushed the darkness away and took my hand... but then... just as i was getting fully out of all that darkness. When i felt i needed you the most. When i gave you the most.... You let go of my hand, and told me i could follow your light but you wouldn't help me through it and now while i am trying to follow your light that you are giving me... I feel like i am getting lost again and i can feel the darkness encompassing me.
Oct 30, 2008
mrsted_stryker:
You dont know me, and I dont know you. I just wanted to give you BOTH my support. John is my friend yes, but you are hurting as well. I posted a comment on his page and I really would like for you to read it. It is not bad in any way shape or form. It is the truth.
Take care. You hurt. He hurts. But some things are what they are.
smile

Good luck!
Oct 30, 2008

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