calculon3000

Well, Christmas is over and it feels kind of like it didn't actually happen. I went out to a couple bars with some old friends of mine from high school and it made me feel like the loneliest piece of shit in the world. I'm starting to wonder if ending my relationship was a wise move because my skills at attracting "women" are consistently proving to be useless. I think I live in a fantasy world where beautiful girls are just aching to make love to a boy who doesn't even have the confidence to approach them in a bar. My brain has been warped by times in my life when I was sought after and I'm deluded into thinking that the world is that easy. Besides, I have no plans for New Year's and it's not looking good, but luckily I've never really had a good one in the past, so my expectations are pretty low. Hopefully, the rest of you are shaping up to have a better holiday than myself and you can spread a little of the cheer in my direction. Merry Fucking Christmas...