cakemix

not the weekend i had planned - n not in a good way...

friday my dreadlock client had to cancel as her poor doggy dislocated it's tail.

saturday i finally had to have the real talk with the boytoy about our relationship that isn't really a relationship but we are supposed to be exclusive...yea. right. no. that exclusive thing? if you cancel plans and then don't call when you say you are going to and leave me hanging for days guess what i'm going to do...yup, i'm going to get real drunk and fuck someone else to make myself feel better. so you can take that exclusive non relationship and shove it up your tight little white ass.

so yea, total waste of good make-up.

but a talk that needed to happen and has been hanging over me for weeks now.
i know i am better off out of something that was making me so unhappy so quickly.
(it was only three months)

still not nice.

AND

feels strange to be TOTALLY free and single again.

i'm not looking. i don't NEED a relationship. but it sure is nice to have someone to fuck.

off to a friendly artsy people that work in digital london type pre-olympic meltdown BBQ today.
wish me luck...