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and i shatter
with a gasp
i fall
through
windowless panes
and i sing
forever
through the dark night
through
shadows
and grain
i dodge
and i burn
and everything changes
and everything turns
and we are but glass in the sea
we become smooth
on each passing year
until we are worn away
or become dust.
right before we are almost
perfect.

school.....work.....making a zine! mi vida loca....i love it. it is friday night and i am doing laundry. akkk! that is telling in itself i think.....heh. aw well.....so um yeah i am not dead......just busy.

life is good whhop whoop school was supposed to start today......but....IT SNOWED! hooray!

i have the bestest friends ever. i just came home from a long tiring day of watching my friend x-mas shop and not buying anything. (not even the perfect legwarmers) cause i am all stressed about not working....then i come home and on my door step is a big ol package and inside are all kinds of yummy vegan treat in a cute little basket....oh....
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well it has been a while.....how was tofurkey day? i was violently ill for mine....boo hoo for me..... you guys only get to hear me bitch....i guess i like to look at hot tattooed naked ladies when i am down....thanks sg for always picking me back up! whoo hoo.....


so you guys ever wonder what sock monsters look like? you know the ones that steal...
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this seems fitting....a little something i wrote in a fit of depression that is quickly leaving me...


i woke up coughing
choking
reeling in my own infested thoughts
bleeding out my ears
i looked down at the long lean
precise almost elegant gashes at my wrist
and i smiled at the pools of blood gathering around my waist
flowing across my belly
a river between...
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well i haven't been around in a while...my trip to nyc was bliss and i stayed on longer...i love the eastcoast....it was so damn hectic and i didn't do half the stuff i wanted to....i guess it just means i'll have to go back again soon....i enrolled in college....and i am super excited about that...so i will be quitting my job and beginning school winter...
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Im on vacation in NYC already had some awesome vegan food....a nap and snapped about 80-graf flicks.....i love it already....how am i ever going to go back to seattle? sorry i haven't been checking this lately...thanks to all who said kind words on my last journal entry. *muah*

i do get to go to nyc after all. i am leaving the 23rd to arrive on the 24th at 6am....hooray! i can't wait! so things are better. i have been so busy no time to even check sg....crazy right? seems like you all are holding it down around here. take it ez.

i hit someone with my car today
my camera broke
and i burned my rice
i might have to put off my trip to NYC

aww well....this glass has got to be still half full right?

bought my ticket to NYC today! hell yeah! i can't wait....2 months away....but it should be a good time. now with this second job...i should have some money to buy a few frivolous items while iam there.....ohi can't wait~ i am all giddy!

man its hot....i kinda like it...my skin is getting brown...it's weird....i like it i don't need make-up! rawk!

another weekend down.....found myself another job....working weekend gigs and a couple weekend nights for a non-profit organic shade grown coffee place in marymoor park....for these concert type deals....the best act i will get to see is tori amos....but whatever....pretty happy with myself...heh....saw some good dnb a couple good bands and had an overall good time this weekend.....hung out w/ my girls and managed to sleep...
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