caitriona

Sad today

I thought I was going to see my girlfriend tonight and I had something to give her, but now she's sick and at home in bed. I felt bad for calling her because I wanted to make sure she was okay, but I didn't want to bug her either. But to make matters awkward, my ex was apparently planting seeds of deception by saying "Oh do you think she's really sick?". Like, stop being a cunt, I'm calling because I can't be there to hold her and smother her in kisses, not because I'm a paranoid douchebag like you buddy...Ugh.

Also, we gave notice to our landlord that we wanted to leave before our lease was up, she accepted the letter, we filled out paperwork, she already showed the apartment to a prospective renter, and then today we get a letter from the realty company saying we cannot leave until the lease is up! Bad communication or what? You can't show the apartment to people if we legally have to stay. Also, I don't plan on staying at all. I'm going to pack my shit up and leave..I'm sure I can find some loophole somewhere....

I just want to get the fuck out of here. I'm so tired of all the neighbours gossiping about and ignoring me every time they see me. I don't even know these fuckers -_-;