Tuesday Feb 22, 2005

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I don't really have anything fun and exciting to update about.

Boys are crazy and I don't call them back.
I don't even know how to find girls frown
I think I'm pretty destined for lonliness and pathetic unrequited shit......shit
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emtdan:
hey-invite is same for you as for yer roomie thur....

If ya wanna go hang out and get coffee or something that would be cool!
les:
our occupations sound about the same. i serve them food, then i push them around.

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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ok, I'm sorry if this is kind of emo, but this just makes so much sense to me right now...
From "The Wide Sargasso Sea" by Jean Rhys

"I never wished to live before I knew you. I always thought it would be better if I died. Such a long time to wait before it's over....why did you make me want to live? Why did...
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emtdan:
yay..you are back!!
hawksley:
you're back!

Saturday Feb 05, 2005

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So heres some stuff....

I'm not really thinking I'm going to do Cape Town anymore frown
Its for a few reasons, but at least one of them is awesome- I got accepted into my major! biggrin This is pretty damn sweet, as I wasn't really sure that I would, but now I think I need to stay here and try to finish up everything as quickly and...
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shewulf:
congrats on getting accepted into your major. I'm sorry about your dream. I have had dreams about my ex that I was with for 7 years and it took me along time to get over him as well. I hate those kind of dreams.

lightbulbjack:
Happy Valentines Day. smile

Wednesday Feb 02, 2005

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whirlyknives:
that looks too awesome
camdenroad:
I have never met anyone who didn't like capetown-ever!

Monday Jan 31, 2005

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I came to the painful realization tonight that the last few guys I've been with have all been mistakes frown

I just hate stepping back from my life and looking at it objectively (well, as much as possible) and realizing that it isn't the life I had always wanted to live. puke
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_sarah_:
Think of it this way: Had you not been with guys who ended up being mistakes, you wouldn't have a more clear view of what you wanted/needed. Sometimes rejection and breakups aren't always bad things. They give you the opportunity to meet the right person.

That's what your twenties are all about -- growing, learning, loving. You have these experiences for a reason. The trick is to learn from them and use that knowledge as you grow. That doesn't mean it doesn't hurt, and believe me... I went through the same shit when I was 21/22... but now that I look back on it, I'm thankful, as sick as that sounds. wink
jayrock:
hmmmmm...I'd take that and run with it. If your sick of things..change them

[Edited on Feb 01, 2005 5:06AM]

Saturday Jan 29, 2005

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(drunk) update:

I would be so much cooler if I didn't get all giddy when a boy asks me out blush
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hellomrworld:
your allowed to be giddy ... too many boys are afraid of no sometimes too
emtdan:
meh, oh well!

Friday Jan 28, 2005

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Happiness is:

Having class canceled yesterday and sleeping all day with the exception of smoking a little pot and watching the OC

Getting out of class and hitting the Natural Health Center on a sunny day- getting grocery shopping done by 11:30am!

Listening to Sublime, burning some Nag Champa, feeling the sunshine through my window warming my skin

and hey, its the weekend! biggrin

kiss
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corroded_heart:
oh yeah, i had forgot about sunshine, haven't seen any in a few months, thanks wink
gurov:
I hear they have parties down in K'zoo... what are you thoughts on that? Is it true?
speaking of parties, someone told me that Western Michigan was an actual school... have you heard this? I thought it was just some experment in social gatherings....
(on that note, did you or do you go to western?)
-rob

Wednesday Jan 12, 2005

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boredom
sleeping pills
"hey hun jus wanted to say i like ur pics, ur a total hottie"
pride and predjudice
cigarettes
john stewart
john stuart mill
ironic group of lesbians
let downs
lonely

this is my life right now puke

p.s. adult swim
p.p.s. theres only so much a vibrator can do whatever
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corroded_heart:
yay! your back! smile
esther:
damn straight, but i'm sure if we combined our vibrating forces, we could destroy cities.

Monday Jan 10, 2005

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I really love my classes so far, even if they are going to kick my ass- I know its in a really good way thats going to be worth it.

If you've never read anything by John Stuart Mill, you should read On Liberty.

I had my women's studies class today (Media and the sexes) and its my only male prof- he is really...
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emtdan:
see, there are plenty of them out there.

The trick is to find one thats single!

Thats my gf's prob anyway...
armadillofuzz:
everytime i hear the name john stuart mill i think of that monty python song about all the philosophers.

Friday Jan 07, 2005

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I've been updating like crazy lately!

I'm just really fucking bored and lonely right now.

I need to get away tonight, and I was hoping I could take refuge at my fuck buddy's house, but I haven't talked to him in so long. I guess I'm not really upset about it, I don't really even like him that much. I knew right away that I...
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mikael:
Spending others' money undoubtedly corrupts. Look at our government!
lastbadger:
I would totally throw away my "genuality" for a fat ass spending limit. But the Devil never wastes ink on property he already owns.

Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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So, I just really want this one guy to call, and I hate that feeling puke
I mean, I have shit to do and probably shouldn't hang out, but I would really love to cuddle right now whatever

p.s. Now I'm watching The O.C. without Vauge and John, so that ups my pathetic factor by like, 1,000 frown
corroded_heart:
I have found that cuddling can be just as important as air wink
emtdan:
why dont ya just call him??

Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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So it feels pretty good getting up disgustingly early for class and having tons of homework already. I have a huge break between classes, but I'm finally giving into WMU's never ending quest for more of my money and getting a parking pass.

I have time in the afternoon to come home and chill and read or run errands. Today I have a meeting for...
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_sarah_:
I predict an amazing semester for myself, as well. I honestly think I could get a 4.0. I'm making a 3.5 my goal, since it's a bit more reasonable, but I can get that 4.0 if I work my ass off. smile
emtdan:
you should DEF do another set with vague!!!
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